bluevalentine

I wont post about too much sadness but I will say we are now a kittenless home. The last 2 died together sometime between 1 am and now. Seems fitting.

But other stuff. yes. other stuff. please, lets talk about other stuff.

Went to Epoch (thats E-pock, you re-TARD) last night with a bunch of cool people. I should start going for normal saturday hang outs more often. I had planned to stay in and play nursemaid but, well, just couldnt stand it anymore.


NEWS BREAK: OK. the fuck?

I'm talking to courtney about losing the babies. we have some strays we feed. well 2 strays. both orange. thel little one I've been taking care of since he was maybe 3 months old.

So, he's outside and it starts to rain. I look and he has something in his mouth.

"Fucker's got a mouse or something..ew ...eww..." I think to myself

but no. its a kitten. a little orange kitten. so much for thinking "lil ging' was a boy.

so I take it from his mouth and put it in a towel lined box. They cant be more than a week old as their eyes arent open and their ears are JUST starting to show. Three ginger tabbys and a grey one. And she brought them to me, one by one, in a kitten parade.

ok..just checked. its a boy. ginger cat is a boy (or that girl's got some BALLS). so where's mom. and who's mom? I havent seen a female cat here in ages. did he bring them in hope's that Violet would nurse them? I kinda think she's done with kittens for now.

So I guess we are hand feeding for now? fuck shit fuck fuck fucker fuck shit.

I can't just abandon them. If i put them back outside and, say, i see they got hit by a car or something I'd feel even worse.

Fuck shit fuck fuck fuck.