I am sick and tired of people telling me how to run my life....IT'S MY LIFE, STAY THE FUCK OUT OF IT!!! I get a phone call from my mom, all we do is fight. So she wonders why I dont want to talk to her most of the time. She calls, starts yelling, lecturing me, I yell back and we end up hating eachother for a while. She told me that my husband hates the way I look, what a thing to say. Pissed me off. I thought that the lecturing ended when I got married and moved to Hawaii, guess I was wrong. I can never do anything to please anybody and everything I do pisses people off. The problem is, people mistake kindness for weakness. I am an all around nice person. I am always nice to people, I dont treat anyone like shit unless they treat me like shit. I try to talk, the words dont come out right. 
All of a sudden, I start going out and making new friends. People consider this abnormal behavior for me because I used to be a tad bit anti-social. I thought everyone would be happy that I started getting out of the house and meeting new people. But no, I have to stay home, wait by the phone and let my husband yell at me when he calls. Fucking hypocrites!!!!! First they say "Oh, Rachel, you need to get out of the house, make some new friends, it'll be good for you" then when I do all of those things, they get mad and see it as disrespectful to my husband. On one hand, I have my in-laws, my husband and my mother who are all telling me that I have changed and that I need to go back to my old self. Well, I think that I have changed for the better and there is no way in hell that I am going back to the way I used to be, FUCK THAT!! And on the other hand, I have my asshole neighbors and the rest of the neighborhood for that matter. Nosey fucking bastards, cant keep to themselves or quit gossiping. I keep to myself, I dont talk about other people behind their backs. I guess thats why they talk about me, because I prefer not talking to them. Yes, I am a military wife. But that doesnt mean that I have to go out and join all the little groups with all of the other military wives to discuss kids, which I dont have, and have fucking tupperware parties. I do my own thing, I make friends with whoever I damn well please and I dont base my friendships with people on gender or occupation, it's fucking stupid.
All I have to say is, if you dont like me for who I am and what I do....Blue hair, piercings, the music I listen to, the friends that I make male or female, then you can kiss my ass and go to hell.
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All of a sudden, I start going out and making new friends. People consider this abnormal behavior for me because I used to be a tad bit anti-social. I thought everyone would be happy that I started getting out of the house and meeting new people. But no, I have to stay home, wait by the phone and let my husband yell at me when he calls. Fucking hypocrites!!!!! First they say "Oh, Rachel, you need to get out of the house, make some new friends, it'll be good for you" then when I do all of those things, they get mad and see it as disrespectful to my husband. On one hand, I have my in-laws, my husband and my mother who are all telling me that I have changed and that I need to go back to my old self. Well, I think that I have changed for the better and there is no way in hell that I am going back to the way I used to be, FUCK THAT!! And on the other hand, I have my asshole neighbors and the rest of the neighborhood for that matter. Nosey fucking bastards, cant keep to themselves or quit gossiping. I keep to myself, I dont talk about other people behind their backs. I guess thats why they talk about me, because I prefer not talking to them. Yes, I am a military wife. But that doesnt mean that I have to go out and join all the little groups with all of the other military wives to discuss kids, which I dont have, and have fucking tupperware parties. I do my own thing, I make friends with whoever I damn well please and I dont base my friendships with people on gender or occupation, it's fucking stupid.
All I have to say is, if you dont like me for who I am and what I do....Blue hair, piercings, the music I listen to, the friends that I make male or female, then you can kiss my ass and go to hell.
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Yup I KNOW exactly what you mean. Its great to hear someone else say it.
I am a bit concerned that you don't do the tupperware parties. They have some really great products and you get to meet really independent minded people.