Yeah, I just need to get all of this out before I end up exploding. So, I shall take full advantage of the freedom I get from this journal.
I do the very best that I can to keep my friends happy and most of the time I put them ahead of myself. We are all adults here, right?....Lol, well, at least I can say that for some people here.Anyways, I value friendship very much, I will do anything for my friends. But when it comes down to one of your friends fighting about a guy with you (when guys shouldnt even matter in the first place if you have a ring on your finger) it makes me realize that a fight like that is a whole lot more suitable for, let's say....middle school, and fights like that should stay in middle school.I'm not mentioning any names because that is the descent thing to do.But, i couldnt help that this guy liked me, he still wanted to be friends with with my other friends, he may have said some things that came out wrong but I dont see how some guy liking me would be such a huge fucking problem. Are guys not aloud to like me, just a little bit.I know that I am married, but it still feels nice every now and then hearing a guy say that he likes you and that you're pretty because I didnt get much of that before I was married and it makes me feel really good. I still dont know my friend's true feelings on this subject because nowadays everybody likes to sugar coat everything and that isnt the way to do it.If you wanna say something, then fucking say it, its not that hard.
It kinda made me feel shitty though, hearing such things come from my friend, especially this one "It just doesn't set well with me that he wants you" Yeah, that kinda hurt me, just a bit.
It makes you wonder doesn't it? I mean, I love my friends, I don't know what I would do without them, I would go crazy.But it makes me wonder sometimes...what do your friends really think about you?
Anyways, I have been up all night moving furniture and I still have a shit load of stuff to do, so I'm gonna head off of here.
Later people
I do the very best that I can to keep my friends happy and most of the time I put them ahead of myself. We are all adults here, right?....Lol, well, at least I can say that for some people here.Anyways, I value friendship very much, I will do anything for my friends. But when it comes down to one of your friends fighting about a guy with you (when guys shouldnt even matter in the first place if you have a ring on your finger) it makes me realize that a fight like that is a whole lot more suitable for, let's say....middle school, and fights like that should stay in middle school.I'm not mentioning any names because that is the descent thing to do.But, i couldnt help that this guy liked me, he still wanted to be friends with with my other friends, he may have said some things that came out wrong but I dont see how some guy liking me would be such a huge fucking problem. Are guys not aloud to like me, just a little bit.I know that I am married, but it still feels nice every now and then hearing a guy say that he likes you and that you're pretty because I didnt get much of that before I was married and it makes me feel really good. I still dont know my friend's true feelings on this subject because nowadays everybody likes to sugar coat everything and that isnt the way to do it.If you wanna say something, then fucking say it, its not that hard.
It kinda made me feel shitty though, hearing such things come from my friend, especially this one "It just doesn't set well with me that he wants you" Yeah, that kinda hurt me, just a bit.
It makes you wonder doesn't it? I mean, I love my friends, I don't know what I would do without them, I would go crazy.But it makes me wonder sometimes...what do your friends really think about you?
Anyways, I have been up all night moving furniture and I still have a shit load of stuff to do, so I'm gonna head off of here.
Later people
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I know what it's like to put friends in front of your own needs. That's why I have room mates that don't pay rent more often than not it seems.