Thursday Jul 21, 2005

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i am having so much fun doing what it is that i am doing. this is exactly how i should be living my life. i l love the younger women. i have been given a new lease on life. this is what i was meant to do.

Wednesday Apr 06, 2005

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I am back on the site. I am not doing too well, broke up with my girlfriend and am now in therapy. frown

So, yea, I have been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I guess I have had it for awhile but only recent events have triggered the need to deal with it.

I had a great girlfriend and I totally ruined it by flipping out...
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mzmonster:
hey, I hope therapy is going well for you. hang in there and things will get better. x
linkismyhero:
You said:

I do not feel like I cannot cry because I do not feel the pain, but it just will not come.



and that is exactly how I feel. It was definitely the Prozac causing it, now that I'm off of it I do get a bit misty sometimes. Last night I was finishing a book with some emotional stuff at the end and got a little teary. So I know the tear ducts still work... it's just hard to get it to come out!

Saturday Jan 08, 2005

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won the poker tourney last night, had a side game that i don't really remember too well. damn you john daniels.
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keith:
Sounds good so far. smile
hapworth:
I dug the testimonial. Watch out though, one will be headed your way in the near future!

The ultimate goal in comedy, television and movies. That's what I really, really want. I've actually been invited to visit the cast and crew of Mad TV. I have a friend on the show, and he wants to help me out. Keep your fingers crossed!