blueleftshoe

The holiday season is now upon me and well perhaps a lot of other people as well but I live in a world that only involves me. I'm cooking my first Thanksgiving dinner this year for my mom, sister and Laura. I am a tab bit nervous about it but i've been watching a lot of food network so I believe that I am prepared...
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I forget to forget nothing is important.

life is pretty good right now well my state of mind is pretty good I think I found my peace at least for the time being. I don't want to run and I don't have the desire to drown the pain.

I'm planning on having a big celebration for my 30th birthday.... really it will be my first...
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I'm finally starting to get settled into my new setting. I still have to get a lot of things organized but it's feeling more like a home... i'm wondering how long this one will last. I've had far too many homes a little stability would be nice perhaps.

Tonight after I got off work Beth wanted to go out so we walked down to the...
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The past week has been very busy I can't wait to just sit back and relax for a little bit but I still have to get things unpacked and organized. I'm enjoying living here I just sort of can't wait until Beth starts her job. The past few weeks she's been home a lot and I guess she's restless which ends up with her wanting...
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I've moved yet again... I'm back to cuyahoga falls this time though I'm living with my friend Beth. This is a good thing I have more room live in a better area and finally internet/cable

The move has been exhausting though but I did most of it by myself. Also I ended up busting out the back window of my tracker as i was trying...
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This year isn't starting out that great so far. I suppose years never start out that good as the begin in the middle of winter. It just sucks I've been getting sick like every other week it seems. Now my car has broke down hopefully that gets fixed soon. I've been a bit stressed and tired out about work as well it's just not fun...
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I've been helping my little sister move out today. It's a pretty odd feeling I can still remember her waddling around as a little baby. Time has certainly been flying by that's for sure everything's just changing so fast anymore. I was never bothered much by myself growing up but in some ways i'm bothered by my sister getting old I guess I'll always think...
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I guess I'm re-activating my account for christmas. Yeah I still didn't get the internet at home so i'm not sure what the point is it's not like I can access this place at work. Maybe it'll motivate me to get it who knows... well it's good for a year anyways.

I'm just over my mom's for christmas eve I figured it was easier than...
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It's friday night and I'm at home cleaning up my room.... somethings never change

This week hasn't been the best I haven't really gotten much accomplished as far as new place to live. I did turn in an application to this one place it's sort of shitty and the halls smell like urine. It's cheap though that's all that matters right and the lease is...
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This has been a shitty week. This morning I got a message from my dad that my grandma had a heart attack last night. I guess she has to have a bi-pass or whatever they call it. I went up there to see her today she really wasn't looking all that great hospitals just creep me out. My grandpa looked pretty worn and tired I...
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