I'm finally starting to get settled into my new setting. I still have to get a lot of things organized but it's feeling more like a home... i'm wondering how long this one will last. I've had far too many homes a little stability would be nice perhaps.
Tonight after I got off work Beth wanted to go out so we walked down to the mexican restraunt down the road got something to eat and split half a pitcher of margaritas. I thought they were rather good but I"m a bit partial to mexican food and drinks it's my favorite. When we got back she was subjecting me to some show called Rob and Big which is well just not funny in my opinion... yeah i chuckled occassionally but that was it.
Things with Laura seem to be annoying well to me at least. Last night she came over telling me her mom and some friend of her's was ganging up on her annoying her. She wouldn't tell me about what for like a second until i pressed just a bit then of course it had to do with her dating a non-christian that being me. She always excepts me not to take offense to this judgement against myself as it's not against me but more pointed towards herself.... I tell you I find it extremely difficult getting along with religious people anymore... i'm not a atheist i'm more agnostic i respect religions.. i just don't care for people thinking ill of me because i dont stupidly follow their cults. I don't know how i ever got to dating a christian anyways... but that being said I probably get along with Laura better than I have with anyone I've dated in recent memory. I just don't think it's going to last much longer. Tonight she texts me that we probably won't be able to hang out until 3 fridays from now because well church stuff and some christian festival she's going to next week. I don't know why I even put up with this stuff...hell i'm too old for it dating in general just blows. I wouldn't mind being in a real serious relationship it just never seems to work out that way... luckily i don't use that to determine my happiness.
Tonight after I got off work Beth wanted to go out so we walked down to the mexican restraunt down the road got something to eat and split half a pitcher of margaritas. I thought they were rather good but I"m a bit partial to mexican food and drinks it's my favorite. When we got back she was subjecting me to some show called Rob and Big which is well just not funny in my opinion... yeah i chuckled occassionally but that was it.
Things with Laura seem to be annoying well to me at least. Last night she came over telling me her mom and some friend of her's was ganging up on her annoying her. She wouldn't tell me about what for like a second until i pressed just a bit then of course it had to do with her dating a non-christian that being me. She always excepts me not to take offense to this judgement against myself as it's not against me but more pointed towards herself.... I tell you I find it extremely difficult getting along with religious people anymore... i'm not a atheist i'm more agnostic i respect religions.. i just don't care for people thinking ill of me because i dont stupidly follow their cults. I don't know how i ever got to dating a christian anyways... but that being said I probably get along with Laura better than I have with anyone I've dated in recent memory. I just don't think it's going to last much longer. Tonight she texts me that we probably won't be able to hang out until 3 fridays from now because well church stuff and some christian festival she's going to next week. I don't know why I even put up with this stuff...hell i'm too old for it dating in general just blows. I wouldn't mind being in a real serious relationship it just never seems to work out that way... luckily i don't use that to determine my happiness.