blueleftshoe

The cold weather is depressing I feel like crap today I don't want to leave the house at all.

Well my mom sounds like she thinks she'll be ok i guess they have to remove one of the thyroid glands and even if it is cancerous it should be ok. I went out to meet her for lunch which was a fun drive with no wipers. Lucky the snow wasn't too bad. After seeing her I decided to go to the half priced book store since there isn't one near me I got Coma, Trainspotting, and Me Talk Pretty One Day.

Lisa asked me if I hated her? I don't understand that girl at all she gives all the impression of someone who doesn't want anything to do with me but acts like I'm doing something. Oh well I'm through with trying to talk to her all the time to hang out because liking someone that seems to blow me off all the time just makes me feel fucked up. I tell you I don't understand girls in the least why can't they follow some form of logic I don't know what to do half the time. It seems you back off they come in so you come back in and they go back out. Fuck why the need to screw with the mind?

I just really need to get away I just feel tired of things.