blueleftshoe

There is a lot of sadness anger and hurt in my life but really i think I've come across someone really special in my life. As of now I can't really tell but all indications are point to yes as of now. We'll see how it goes I'm sort of paranoid about the whole thing if I have to be honest. I'm more able to go along with those who i know off the bat will not be there. Really caring about someone is the toughest thing in life Tori was easier because i knew i would be cast aside i didnt hold must hope but with Lisa I'm dumbfounded.. either it could be the one or it could be an incredible heartbreak. I dont know if i have many more heartbreaks inside of me.

is it pathetic that I'm crying after watching American History X. Really to me it's one of the saddest movies ever.. to see how hate can destroy everything. It'd be nice if people could just examine all of it more.. on both sides. Ugh how can i boy say they cry the cure said boys dont cry.. but i do it all the time not in a emo way though. Damn the whiskey.