I'm excited about the concert tomorrow
Featuring: Death Cab For Cutie, Flaming Lips, Sonic Youth, Wolfmother, She Wants Revenge The Hold Steady, Secret Machines, The Go! Team, The Six Parts Seven, OH NO! OH MY, The Sound Team, Midlake, Roue, Murder By Death, and Sybris.
I've been in a better mood as of late. Instead of trying to tackle big things I decided to just start at the bottom and work my way up. It does help me deal with anxiety better i'm building up confidence I guess. Yesterday I finally set up direct deposit and change my address for the temp place. Today I finally changed my wipers and called about getting a new atm card. Yeah it sounds like trivial stuff but when you are depressed and have problems with anxiety even the smallest things seem like trying to climb the highest mountain.
It seems a spider has decided to move into my car. This morning while driving to ticket master I looked in my rear view mirror only to see a giant spider looking back at me. Ever since that placed I lived at in Lakewood that was infested with spiders I have been a bit skitish around them I don't freak out but I dont like them. My first thought was to smash it into oblivion but after some consideration I decided that perhaps it was better to just let it live.. I think pretty much everything has it's right to live unless it's threatening my life. I did notice that it dissappeared though when I got to ticket master... i rolled the back windows down I dont know maybe it blew away maybe it didn't. Now I'm going to freak everytime I feel a weird itch though.
I think tomorrow I'm going to wash my car and go to the bank to get them to send a new card out for me before I go to the show. I hope I get some sun tomorrow I've been pretty pale these last few years I don't get out nearly enough. I'm so sick of letting depression and anxiety eat me up inside.
Featuring: Death Cab For Cutie, Flaming Lips, Sonic Youth, Wolfmother, She Wants Revenge The Hold Steady, Secret Machines, The Go! Team, The Six Parts Seven, OH NO! OH MY, The Sound Team, Midlake, Roue, Murder By Death, and Sybris.
I've been in a better mood as of late. Instead of trying to tackle big things I decided to just start at the bottom and work my way up. It does help me deal with anxiety better i'm building up confidence I guess. Yesterday I finally set up direct deposit and change my address for the temp place. Today I finally changed my wipers and called about getting a new atm card. Yeah it sounds like trivial stuff but when you are depressed and have problems with anxiety even the smallest things seem like trying to climb the highest mountain.
It seems a spider has decided to move into my car. This morning while driving to ticket master I looked in my rear view mirror only to see a giant spider looking back at me. Ever since that placed I lived at in Lakewood that was infested with spiders I have been a bit skitish around them I don't freak out but I dont like them. My first thought was to smash it into oblivion but after some consideration I decided that perhaps it was better to just let it live.. I think pretty much everything has it's right to live unless it's threatening my life. I did notice that it dissappeared though when I got to ticket master... i rolled the back windows down I dont know maybe it blew away maybe it didn't. Now I'm going to freak everytime I feel a weird itch though.
I think tomorrow I'm going to wash my car and go to the bank to get them to send a new card out for me before I go to the show. I hope I get some sun tomorrow I've been pretty pale these last few years I don't get out nearly enough. I'm so sick of letting depression and anxiety eat me up inside.
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Well I haven't seen any good concerts in a while so I deserved it. Actually the flaming lips and midlake where the only bands that really impressed me the others were just alright.
i can't believe sonic youth wasn't impressive.
the only other person i told about the animal psychology laughed at me. it wasn't in a harsh way, but an immediate reaction.