My neighbors are moving next week it will be me. This will be the 5th place in about 5 years I've lived well it might be the 10th in 10 years I'm a not a person that grows many roots. I still haven't made it out of the ohio region after this year I'll do it I swear.
I'm still trying to deal with social anxiety it's frustrating. I think I may have to talk to someone about it but that isn't so easy. Sometimes I think my problem will disolve or isn't there anymore but it's only that I'm not dealing with things. I try meditating and thinking on what's wrong with me with my thinking on things. I can see what's wrong but I'm not sure how to go about fixing it all... is it something caused by my thoughts or is it something wrong with my body. A lot of times these feels lead to me not liking people because of how I think they're thinking about me. In a way it's become a hate people before they can hate you sort of thing. Every week I say I'm going to do something but then I never do.
I want a strawberry muffin and some juice. oh and maybe some pancakes.
I'm still trying to deal with social anxiety it's frustrating. I think I may have to talk to someone about it but that isn't so easy. Sometimes I think my problem will disolve or isn't there anymore but it's only that I'm not dealing with things. I try meditating and thinking on what's wrong with me with my thinking on things. I can see what's wrong but I'm not sure how to go about fixing it all... is it something caused by my thoughts or is it something wrong with my body. A lot of times these feels lead to me not liking people because of how I think they're thinking about me. In a way it's become a hate people before they can hate you sort of thing. Every week I say I'm going to do something but then I never do.
I want a strawberry muffin and some juice. oh and maybe some pancakes.