Is it wrong to want someone to do worse than you? God I'm so tired of hearing about friends, family, or other people I know doing great.... fuck I should be happy but you know really I'm not. I don't want to hear about a friend getting engaged getting money saved up doing well in school and what not... at least have some failures or fuck ups to report to me. I'm so tired of being nearly the only person with a dumb fucked up life. Failure would be easier to handle if I had less successful people to compare myself to.
Update on life... I've been doing pretty much nothing with my days. I'm getting a new place with my roommates though the apartment complex is called heron springs... it has a pool and pool table among other things. Personally I'd rather be in the ghetto in some roach motel at least I would feel like I belong. I don't know everytime I start feeling a bit better I remember how much of a failure I actual am........ Damn that sounds so fucking Emo.
Update on life... I've been doing pretty much nothing with my days. I'm getting a new place with my roommates though the apartment complex is called heron springs... it has a pool and pool table among other things. Personally I'd rather be in the ghetto in some roach motel at least I would feel like I belong. I don't know everytime I start feeling a bit better I remember how much of a failure I actual am........ Damn that sounds so fucking Emo.
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I don't argue because no matter what you say people hold onto whatever they think no matter how dumb it is. Even when they know they're wrong people wont admit so I'm not wasting my time with it.