My phone is turned off for the moment. I guess that's what happens when you don't pay for things. Somedays I get so sick of being poor and not having the ability to remedy the situation. Every little mistake I make is magnified since i have such little margin for error. Something that might not be a big deal for someone else turns into something major for me. Then of course my depression doesn't help much as far as getting anything worthwhile done.
I'm not in school for this semester. Actually I should have enough to get my BA but I haven't been to school to see about getting it. I've been depressed and I have social anxiety well that's what I say anyways... I'm so tired of people telling me what I need to do I know what I need to do. Really I just feel people don't understand how hard it is for me to function at times. I want to be successful that's the only reason I've gotten as far as I have. Really I've done my best not to screw up... I suppose really it could be a lot worse.
I'm not in school for this semester. Actually I should have enough to get my BA but I haven't been to school to see about getting it. I've been depressed and I have social anxiety well that's what I say anyways... I'm so tired of people telling me what I need to do I know what I need to do. Really I just feel people don't understand how hard it is for me to function at times. I want to be successful that's the only reason I've gotten as far as I have. Really I've done my best not to screw up... I suppose really it could be a lot worse.
I'm sorry your phone is off. I was just about to ask you for your number again since I always lose it. We haven't talked in ages, not that we have to, and I don't really like phone conversations anyhow, but I do like knowing that I can call my friends iif I chose to. Does that make sense?
I've been wondering if you're still planning on graduate school, and maybe now isn't the best time to ask. I liked when you thought about Chicago, damnit. I know I'll be up there within the next year.
Screw the phone it's just a big pain in the ass anyways. I hate spending money on something i dont use that much.
Chicago sounds good still... perhaps I can turn things around. I mean I don't know what the fuck i'm doing