Really life is nothing but a dream that I can't wake up from. I feel like I'm stuck underneath the ice looking through unable to break free and I'm just going to drown.
I can't help but look at everyone with contempt... I really don't like people much but it's more me than them. I hate that they can just be and I can't. Everyone is just so good at closing their eyes not caring and just being another sheep sometimes I envy that. Oh well I would much rather be miserable than being stupid.
I can't help but look at everyone with contempt... I really don't like people much but it's more me than them. I hate that they can just be and I can't. Everyone is just so good at closing their eyes not caring and just being another sheep sometimes I envy that. Oh well I would much rather be miserable than being stupid.
everyone here is content with nothing. they depress me. i see their life as a big nothing and a let down, yet they seem happy with what they have and how they live. perhaps i am the wrong one but i cannot understand it. i have been wondering if i make myself miserable, and perhaps it is not even others that i dislike but myself, and maybe i want company in my misery, but i do not understand how people can be happy when they are so stupid. ignorance is bliss though is it not. i want to be ignorant as well.