my friends are back and doing well but now im not doing too well 
. i relaly dont know why but i cant concentrat, eat, or sleep. all i want to do is just be alone and smoke but i cant do that since my friends are always comeing over and making me have fun. whatever it is that is bothering me i wish it...
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. i relaly dont know why but i cant concentrat, eat, or sleep. all i want to do is just be alone and smoke but i cant do that since my friends are always comeing over and making me have fun. whatever it is that is bothering me i wish it... Read More
jj_r0x0rz:
ya know what you should do? usually when i am like that... i just start walking and thinking or running...once i am too fucking tired to move anymore i just sit down or lay somewhere if there is grass and reflect on what i thought about and it usually helps me figure out what made me feel bad. then i call someone to pick my ass up..
sensitiveprick:
hey...you're back 
i am truely in fucking hell right now. two of my friends are gone ...they arent dead but thats how it feels to me wihtout them.
sundaynight my friend is sitting at home and she calls me talkes to me for about an hour. her mom starts giving her shit so she says she will call me back. i guess her mom found some drugs...
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...they arent dead but thats how it feels to me wihtout them.
sundaynight my friend is sitting at home and she calls me talkes to me for about an hour. her mom starts giving her shit so she says she will call me back. i guess her mom found some drugs...
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graven:
Aw, I come back from limbo and you're depressed...again. *hugs* Hope everything works out.
Oh, and since when does God have an opinion on drug use? Why are religious people always the biggest anti-drug fanatics?
Smokie: "God put this on the Earth for you and me. Take advantage, man. Take advantage."
Oh, and since when does God have an opinion on drug use? Why are religious people always the biggest anti-drug fanatics?
Smokie: "God put this on the Earth for you and me. Take advantage, man. Take advantage."
graven:
I never said you were against drugs. 
why is it all my female friends think guys are great when all they do is use them and then when shit hits the fan they are nowhere to be found?i dont mean to sound like a man hater or anything but fuck im tired of my friends getting hurt. my VERY good friend got her heart broken by her bf today cuz he basicly...
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deviance191x:
i've actually had worse experiences with female 
not that i don't love them all the same....
but some ppl can definately suck really bad.
-->deviance
not that i don't love them all the same....
but some ppl can definately suck really bad.
-->deviance
jj_r0x0rz:
yay hanging out with friends and job hunting! boo for bad guys!
WOO HOO im back..who missed me?
so yeah update on my craptastic life:
i have been getting stoned and drunk almost everynight cuz the girl i love to death wants nothing to do with me now since i accidently cut my wrist(dead serious it was an accident) and she freaked out and thought i was trying to kil myself and she says she wants nothing...
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so yeah update on my craptastic life:
i have been getting stoned and drunk almost everynight cuz the girl i love to death wants nothing to do with me now since i accidently cut my wrist(dead serious it was an accident) and she freaked out and thought i was trying to kil myself and she says she wants nothing...
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jj_r0x0rz:
ooohh oohhh i did! ahhh that sux! she's all doing that self hate thing so she is pushing you away
*hugsz* be happy like dis guy->
*hugsz* be happy like dis guy->
ok so for 4/20 i went and got my tongue peirced instead of smoking and i totaly regret it cuz my tongue swelled up soo bad i couldnt see the ball and it turned black . its gone down temendously now but it is still a tad sore and i got hella sick today so its not helping me any 
. other then the normal...
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. its gone down temendously now but it is still a tad sore and i got hella sick today so its not helping me any . other then the normal... Read More
jj_r0x0rz:
aww that sux arse! hope your tounge feels better! eat icecream!!! i love icecream taht always makes me feel better!
oooh thatnofx shirt is sooooooo hidden
oooh thatnofx shirt is sooooooo hidden
crimsondeath:
I have a twin?!?!?! For your sake were not Identical... hehe
I'm sorry to hear about the craziness with the piercing, I hope that it calms down and feels a hell of a lot better. Try eating applesauce, jello, soup, pudding, etc...
And I definetely know what you mean when it comes to dealin' with the normal bullshit....
[Edited on Apr 23, 2004 10:28PM]
For your sake were not Identical... hehe
I'm sorry to hear about the craziness with the piercing, I hope that it calms down and feels a hell of a lot better. Try eating applesauce, jello, soup, pudding, etc...
And I definetely know what you mean when it comes to dealin' with the normal bullshit....
[Edited on Apr 23, 2004 10:28PM]
the freakster is back..pardon my absence but DAMN i had some fun running from cops, hanging out with friends and getting stoned off my ass and shit. only thing that sucked was my muffler on my car broke off so my car sounds like a beast from hell and vibrates like a mother fuckers but hey the vibrations are VERY nice *LMAO* im such a...
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paulsandman:
Of course I meant NY the NH was a joke silly
graven:
Hahaha, you're always causing trouble. Someday, maybe you'll calm down and head West.
my life is sooooo much fun now. i run from cops, fuck minors, get drunk, stoned, and chill out all fucking day with friends...no im not in college but it would still be the same shit if i was.
other then that shit im not doing much besides sitting on my ass writing and sketching out new tattoos designs and waiting for people to call...
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other then that shit im not doing much besides sitting on my ass writing and sketching out new tattoos designs and waiting for people to call...
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jj_r0x0rz:
awww *hugs*
edea:
I 
you! 
you! my week sucked fucking ass but i fought with the assholes and im BACK YAY. i know i was not missed but hey a girl can still think she was.
i have good news and some bad news. the good news is i may have a new girlfriend and this make me VERY happy cuz it means i dont need to do things myself anymore...
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i have good news and some bad news. the good news is i may have a new girlfriend and this make me VERY happy cuz it means i dont need to do things myself anymore...
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jj_r0x0rz:
aww i missed you!
ok kids im REALLY pissy now my net has been shut off cuz they calim i have not paid the bill but i DID they are fucking lieing sacks of SHIT . so im at the fucking library getting bitched at cuz im on a "porn" site the librarian can kiss my white ass as far as im concerned . hopefully i shall return in...
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my net has been shut off cuz they calim i have not paid the bill but i DID they are fucking lieing sacks of SHIT . so im at the fucking library getting bitched at cuz im on a "porn" site the librarian can kiss my white ass as far as im concerned . hopefully i shall return in... Read More
sensitiveprick:
"this isn't a porn site!" i hope you said
yea burn the library, i mean the phone company
yea burn the library, i mean the phone company
paulsandman:
Fuck all of those bastards I say I've been wondering where you were I thought you were mad at me at first.
i have spent the night in a hospital and let me tell you that place had NO fucking security or anything...i was walking around all hours of the night stealing shit. i wasnt there for me thouygh my grandma was sick and i wanted to stay with her through the night. the nurse told me i couldnt though but she left and i stayed and...
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jj_r0x0rz:
hehe thas great!
graven:
I don't know what to say!