my friends are back and doing well but now im not doing too well 
. i relaly dont know why but i cant concentrat, eat, or sleep. all i want to do is just be alone and smoke but i cant do that since my friends are always comeing over and making me have fun. whatever it is that is bothering me i wish it would just go away so i could find a damn job and get shit done so i can move out and get my car fixed 
. my trip to the Dells sucked ass too.. me and my mom got along all weekend and then we got home and shit hit the fan again. it was fucked up. other then that my life is still the same shit it has always been.
. i relaly dont know why but i cant concentrat, eat, or sleep. all i want to do is just be alone and smoke but i cant do that since my friends are always comeing over and making me have fun. whatever it is that is bothering me i wish it would just go away so i could find a damn job and get shit done so i can move out and get my car fixed . my trip to the Dells sucked ass too.. me and my mom got along all weekend and then we got home and shit hit the fan again. it was fucked up. other then that my life is still the same shit it has always been.
jj_r0x0rz:
ya know what you should do? usually when i am like that... i just start walking and thinking or running...once i am too fucking tired to move anymore i just sit down or lay somewhere if there is grass and reflect on what i thought about and it usually helps me figure out what made me feel bad. then i call someone to pick my ass up..
sensitiveprick:
hey...you're back 