Ok I applied to the job will follow up with a call to the hiring manager tomorrow. So I am feeling like "maybe my life is making some progress afterall"
But I am frustrated because it has seemed like it has been on hold for at least the last year with quiting my last job and now waiting to findout in April about whether or not I am going to start Nursing school in the fall.
I gotta learn to let things go! This is one of my biggest character flaws. I am like a dog with a bone I just bite down and growl until its just destroyed. Not very buddah-like nor effective in most situations.So I will endeavor to just live today and let tomorrow take its course. Wait it is tomrrow already! damn see what happens when you blink shit passes you by.
In spirit of self improvement physically and mood-wise I am starting excercise regimen right now. No more excuses. Cya gotta go to gym, its 3 am and I get up at 1:30 pm for work.
But I am frustrated because it has seemed like it has been on hold for at least the last year with quiting my last job and now waiting to findout in April about whether or not I am going to start Nursing school in the fall.
I gotta learn to let things go! This is one of my biggest character flaws. I am like a dog with a bone I just bite down and growl until its just destroyed. Not very buddah-like nor effective in most situations.So I will endeavor to just live today and let tomorrow take its course. Wait it is tomrrow already! damn see what happens when you blink shit passes you by.
In spirit of self improvement physically and mood-wise I am starting excercise regimen right now. No more excuses. Cya gotta go to gym, its 3 am and I get up at 1:30 pm for work.
and i think we should be nice to people too...there's no reason not to, yet i cannot see how consequences could be distributed without a distributor, and i believe that if we have souls, god is likely to exist; a soul is not a worldly concept, and i don't think it can be produced by nature, because supposedly, this isn't the end (i believe this)...thus are souls would be unworldly. i think it's necessary to be ethical just for the sake of having compassion and there's no reason not to. everybody has a hard time, why hurt people rather than help them, i don't think this necessarily has anything to do with god, but how would consequences be given? this implies that karma is an element of nature (our creator) and we must have no existance beyond earth.
You have an uncanny resemblance to this one guy I know in Dharamsala....do you have any brothers who are religious leaders?
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