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Thursday Feb 20, 2003

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Ok I applied to the job will follow up with a call to the hiring manager tomorrow. So I am feeling like "maybe my life is making some progress afterall" smile

But I am frustrated because it has seemed like it has been on hold for at least the last year with quiting my last job and now waiting to findout in April about whether or not I am going to start Nursing school in the fall.

I gotta learn to let things go! This is one of my biggest character flaws. I am like a dog with a bone I just bite down and growl until its just destroyed.mad Not very buddah-like nor effective in most situations.So I will endeavor to just live today and let tomorrow take its course. Wait it is tomrrow already! damn see what happens when you blink whatever shit passes you by.

In spirit of self improvement physically and mood-wise I am starting excercise regimen right now. No more excuses. Cya gotta go to gym, its 3 am and I get up at 1:30 pm for work.
ilovemikehunt:
time and space don't necessarily have to be relative to each other (without an observer)...i don't think time is dependent upon human cognition. just because we are not here does not mean that things would stop..i think it's silly for us to think this way, however, there is no way to prove anything; this is a very abstract thought. i think the abstractness of the matter is what confuses people and let's them believe silly things like that. time does not depend on our existance, however if we were not here, the concept might not exist in a linguistic form, but that's not to say that it wouldn't exist at all, there would just be nobody there to care.
and i think we should be nice to people too...there's no reason not to, yet i cannot see how consequences could be distributed without a distributor, and i believe that if we have souls, god is likely to exist; a soul is not a worldly concept, and i don't think it can be produced by nature, because supposedly, this isn't the end (i believe this)...thus are souls would be unworldly. i think it's necessary to be ethical just for the sake of having compassion and there's no reason not to. everybody has a hard time, why hurt people rather than help them, i don't think this necessarily has anything to do with god, but how would consequences be given? this implies that karma is an element of nature (our creator) and we must have no existance beyond earth.
Feb 20, 2003
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Yes, you can join my church! I absolutely love the Rev., saw them the first time in Jackson Hole, Wyoming at a bar there called The Mangy Moose. It was soooo fun, and their opening band (Bare Jr.) rocked the house. Good times. I recently was one of those people looking for a job, thankfully I found one relatively quickly cause I hate memorizing my resume to fill out job apps. Apparently I interview well, which is a good trait to have.
You have an uncanny resemblance to this one guy I know in Dharamsala....do you have any brothers who are religious leaders? wink
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Feb 20, 2003

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