blueadara

boy... do i ever need to change my picture. i don't look like that anymore... not even close.

i've been in a serious funk. but i think it is ending... i may even be interested in being a little more social soon. ......maybe.....

my ex tells me i need to get out there and date because i'm running out of time... (thanks alot)

dating just seems like so much work... i'd rather things be the way they were or run into someone and sparks fly, magic happens... you know love at first sight and all that stuff. but i've been told that that isn't how it happens. that i should get out there. get out where i ask? where is it that i can get out to that is a date haven? yuk... even if there was such a place... i wouldn't want to go

but... as i am heading towards 30 at what seems to be an accelerated rate, i suppose i should.... aw fuck it.... i don't know what i should do.

day by day.... that is all i am going to do for now.