blue_eyed_zombie

Haven't feel too good this week. Monday was a migraine with nausea. Tuesday was vomiting and sharp stomach pains. Yesterday my head felt off like something was terribly wrong. And today its my stomach and some nausea again. Im not sure whats wrong but hopefully I will feel better in a few days. If not ill be making a doctors appointment.

On a different note. Ive been trying to stay positive with a lot of things in my life. My living situation sucks with living with my ex in this tiny one bedroom apartment. But I'm looking at it as a stepping stone. Its just a part of the path i muat take right now to better myself for my child. Next year at tax time Shadow and I will be finding a nice little place for ourselves. By then I will have some of my debts dealt with and better situated with my money. Id like to hope to be with a great guy but ive had no real luck with that. So my positivity for the moment is to work on getting me in a better mind set. I havent felt very happy with myself lately. I need to work on eating better and shedding a few pounds for my health. I want to be able to play with my kid and not feel tired so easily. So being healthier and feeling good about myself is top of the list.