blud

hey its me,your friendly neighborhood bluddyman.
been gone a bit,now i am back.lot of shit changed since i've been gone,bought a house,new job,totally new location..still adjusting.
its fuckin weird out here man,like not just cause of where i am..its the people,they look at you funny and say things that make me go 'WTF?".
i miss nyc...i really,really do.not like i lived there,but if i woke up at 3am and wanted to go out for some burritos or just hang out,i could jump on a bus and in 5 min. i was there,that shit ain't happening here.i think my wife took it hardest tho,she is really tight with her mom,and hasn't been able to see her as much as she would like.
its not like i moved to another country(altho sometimes i wish we did),we are only an hour away,but i have never been this far from everyone in my life....baby steps.........