blubberkunt

Hah, so I have neglected the internet for long enough and now I do believe it is time for my return.

A lot has happened to keep me away. After I thought things were finally getting good in my relationship, the bastard says that I mean nothing more to him than a friend. So he drags me through nearly two years of hell to break me apart like that. I finally admitted to myself that I did indeed love the boy, and apparently that's all he was waiting for .. then blam...break up.

Sooo, I've been trying to pull my life back together and remember what it was like to be single. It's been a complicated past few months, and my feelings are on a constant up and down cycle. Lot's of parties and grown-up behaviors to kill the sad feelings. And lots of bad memories and lonliness to kill the happy ones.

But it's getting better, with time. I'm hoping. I just try and live day to day, reaching my own goals one at a time.

I have a new job though, which is pretty nice. I'm a daycare teacher, pretty much. I mean, I'm an aide, but I do teach lessons and everything. And it's even nicer because I get to keep my insane hair colors and my peircings in, I'm diffrent but exciting, as my boss says.

Soooo, my life is good with that. I love every kid in my class, and even though Im not supposed to I've picked favourites. But shh.

That was the update on my life. hope to talk to you guys soon. I miss the internet life. muaha. xx