blubberkunt

I'm so bored. It's insane.

All of my friends are always so busy now it's crazy. Everyone is always working, or they are all to tired too hang out. I miss the good old days of being young and always hanging out, from dawn till dusk. I never really appreciated those times until now.

I know we always used to say "Oh, just wait until we are older, things will be so much better." , and how we would brag that we would stay out way past parental recommended time and cause havoc across town.

But, none of that has yet to happen.

On the concert scene side of things, nothing has been going on with that either. There used to be a local show every other day, and now...we are lucky to get one a year. There is one in a couple of weeks. One of my all time favourite local bands, I'm pretty tight with them so that always makes the show fun.

I'll probably take loads of pictures and post them all on here. Candid shots of random friends is always fun.

The boyfriend is still not here, and even though it's Thursday already, the thought of him not coming home until Sunday still upsets me. I know he lives with me, and he is practically always here, but having someone live with you for that long, and then be gone for well over a week is just plain awful.

I havnt been able to sleep right since he left. I've grown accustomed to having someone in bed with me. I would call Kayla, but she is too far up her boyfriend's behind to care about me right now.

Which pulls the circle back to the fact that all my friends are leading their own lives now, and nothing is like it used to be.

Bleh, I need to move or somthing.

xx