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a patient of ours died tonight.
they think it may have something to do with elevated troponin, that was evident in lab draws. it was very high.
i think it has something to do with overstimulation of the vagus complex or tenth cranial nerve. heres my rationalization which is probably way off. the lady's gastrointestinal functioning had been significantly reduced secondary to starvation due to...
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blottobox:
i was completely wrong

the elevated troponin level indicates cardiac muscle damage, i.e. MI
in psych, typically cpk-mb is a more familiar assay, i.e. NMS
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oooh yeah clinic is coming.

a neighbor wants to sell me her 1950 hammond chord organ for $100, i'm ambivilent as to whether i should buy it or not. i should really buy a moog considering i live in the same town as bob. plus i've always wanted one.

i feel like i'm lacking dynamic force in my personality today.
burstandbloom:
i totally wrote a toary last year about the NASA mission
that school kids do
called escape from Montseratt
they had to control the situation and save lives during some real volcano explosion that happened

in a way
le shok ended my magazine
damn them

burstandbloom:
i was doing this indie rock magazine
full size glossy thing

gettin printed up at this cheap place in middle ohio

Le SHok's label GSL took out an ad in the magazine
and it showed the cover of the album with the girl and the light socket between her legs

and the i sent it to press
and the printers freaked
apparently they were all right wing christian and thought the ad was evil and perverted and would run it
and i had already paid them
so i told them they had to fuking run it

then the printed it up
with a black censorship box over the ad
it was the dumbest thing i ever saw
anyway
i told the printer to fuck off

gave GSL their money back
handed out the magazines

but i never could find another quality printer for as cheap as that place

and i got a promotion and started being too busy at work
but thats how le shok helped to end my magazine
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active week

thur. matt ward/beth orton

fri. kingsbury manx/bright black/bonny prince billy

sun. neko case

upcoming:
hobex
joanna newsom
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0602 am

fucking shit another sleepless night.
the sun is rising, i have a ton of shit to do today. errr i am going to be so fragmented.

on a positive note, matt ward and beth orton tonight.

on another positive note the sunrise is pretty.

ciao
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moving soon. i can't want to reside up north again. i miss lake michigan.

in other news, i nearly got my ass served by a psychotic patient last night. i hate cliches but i will say i'm getting too old to dodge punches.
jenya:
hey......you work on a psychiatric floor in a hospital and i have stayed on a psychiatric floor in a hospital.....



woooooo.............so much in common oink
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i got to hang out with the guys from califone the other night, then i met blixa and alexander from einsturzende neubauten. this has been a cool week...so far.
stockula:
No problemo. You asked, I told you.
cleve:
HEY MAN .... I KNOW I HAVE HEARD OF CHRISTMAS ISLAND.... COULD U TELL ME WHERE ITS AT... I SEE A COUPLE GIRLS ON THIS SITE FROM THERE AND CANT THINK OF WHERE IT IS
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squarepusher SQUAREpusher squarePUESHER SQUAREPUSHER

mr. jenkinson was fucking great in concert. i had dinner right next to him at doc cheys, my impression was that he was awkward and a bit of an asshole. johnny j was really accomadating though. tom did sign my ltd ed.dragon disc though, sort of anyway. he signed "hello you" and drew a square with an arrow pushing into it,...
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last night
death cab for cutie
pedro the lion

tonight
the fall

sunday
squarepusher

devi1gir1666:
my boy muggan_music is gonna be at the squarepusher show. smile
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great show last night:
psychedelic furs
the alarm
the pleased

got my heartbreak beat single signed
by richard, tim, and john


fantastique!
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what a peculiar week this week. started last tuesday evening when i drank a great deal of vodka and purposefully smashed my car head on into a tree. this bizarre behavior landed me in the clink for a night, on suicide watch, only to be bail out by my ex-girlfriend for $1,000.00. i went home that morning and slept for 2 hours, got fully dressed,...
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amish_hitman:
agreed,,,did you eat any checkers while you were at the psychiatric hosp...there is always the one guy who does....thanks for the info....and take it easy..
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it sucks when you (meaning i) have a crush on someone and it's not reciprocated.
one day i suppose.

my present state [vector] F = k|Q1Q2|/d^2 moving in opposite direction from [vector] E =4pi(k)sigma

i've only known loneliness through knowing you blackeyed