i feel like i need to go in disguise and run away...i love everything about her and it drives me insane to not be with her yet i love hanging out and just goofing off....of course with hints and allegations left undefined about "us"....but i still want to be with her in such a way she will just refuse to see or accept in her heart....i dont understand how someone can care about someone, see how commintted they are to making everything as perfect as possibly can and yet still choose to not admit their love and go forth on a loving journey of life together....?? Why me???
