We are done.....I tried so hard to show her how i felt....I was so scared to tell her how much she meant to me and now I'm all alone and we're not even friends....She says that I aggravate her so much with all of this "love crap". She says that she doesnt love me anymore....I hate my life....I found someone to make me happy and...
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well....I have been gone and its because my uncle died of brain cancer last week and i am just geting back to the world of my life....i actually ran away cause i dont deal with death well...i flee from it actually...it is just how i am...so say something if you must but be nice to me...my g-pa is still dealing with his mesotheolioma so i... Read More
why is it that it takes someone to sleep with someone else for me to understand that i really am in love with them....i hate my life....why is it that i dont deserve to be loved? I hate this.....now i have to listen to her and how she doesnt want to lose me or my friendship...."i'm her best friend" but "i am gonna bang this...
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katya:
thanks for commenting on my set
merry christmas!
merry christmas!
.......its fuckin freezin!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate lonely holidays!! its mesothelioma that my g-pa has......he's decided to go the cemo route.....even though he said he wouldnt after my uncle had such a nasty battle with his lung cancer and he saw what a tough time it was then but now is way different with medicine I guess?!!
bloodymic
itsabecky:
i'm glad that your g-pa is ok(?). at least he's going to try and treat it. i wish you and your family the best of luck. i've been in a similar situation myself.
~itsabecky
~itsabecky
Yup.....so I just found out that my grandfather has cancer on his chest wall and my uncle (the next david koresh) has made it all about him and how he's so not what everyone else has done with their lives.....So SAD!!!!!!!!!! He is such a fuck!!!!! I know that everything will be fine....my g-pa is strong and never done anything to his body...ie smokin and...
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madison:
the best
thanks for the DAMN on my set !!!
thanks for the DAMN on my set !!!
I FART IN YOUR GENERAL DIRECTION!!!!!!!!!
itsabecky:
you're mother was a hampster and your father smelt of elderberries!
and now for something completly different....
i'm very sorry to hear about your grandfather. i wish i had some magic words of 'making-you-feel-better-ness' but alas i dont.
yes... it is nice to have someone to sortof talk to. thank you.
~itsabecky
and now for something completly different....
i'm very sorry to hear about your grandfather. i wish i had some magic words of 'making-you-feel-better-ness' but alas i dont.
yes... it is nice to have someone to sortof talk to. thank you.
~itsabecky
lillithvain:
Stop that, my dog keeps thinking that it's me, and I think he's going to try and walk me if you keep it up! 
Another beautiful image from SG has made my heart flutter..........http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Al/galleries/Lavender/29/ 
and of course some more..............
http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Myra/galleries/Chair/21/
bloodymic
and of course some more..............
http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Myra/galleries/Chair/21/
bloodymic
edea:
haha thanx!
itsabecky:
things have been going a bit better i guess. saturday night my best friend and i went to atlantic city to see a comedian, dane cook. we had a great time; sort of a girls night out which was much needed. but i'm still feeling quite lonely. i sort of feel like i dont have any friends because i never get to see the ones that i do have. with x-mas coming up soon i know that more of them will be home, but oddly enough i'm not looking forward to seeing them. things just arent the same as they were before everyone went to college. but i did talk to two nice boys that work at the mall where i work today. so you never know. the first step to making friends is talking to people. but i doubt anything will happen. they were 'abercromie boys.' and that's not really my scene. oh well. such is life.
how are things going in your corner of the world? no recent trips to the hospital i hope.
~itsabecky
how are things going in your corner of the world? no recent trips to the hospital i hope.
~itsabecky
you know i really hate being alone.....
thanks for listening.....
bloodymic
thanks for listening.....
bloodymic
myra:
Awww, thank you! Youre cute
itsabecky:
well 'comment' to you too. thqank you for not being alone with me. now that i've said that it sounds like something completely different that what it was meant to mean. oh well. you know what i mean.... i hope.
~itsabecky
~itsabecky
Oohhh.....!!!!! So Nice.......
http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Myra/galleries/Chair/20/
http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Myra/galleries/Chair/20/
itsabecky:
well, if you're only replying to my posts because i'm a gurlie then i'm kinda of hurt. but i'm also thankful that you replied at all. and i'm pleased to know that i'm not the only lonly one out there. but at the same time... that sucks. we shouldnt be alone. and i know that there are more of us out there. we should all band together and never be lonly again!
~itsabecky!
~itsabecky!
so i went to work yesterday..........knew boss out in potters county hunting in the middle of nowhere and that my day would be easy yet frustrating cause I would be in charge and I would have to make sure we get done what I have planned on doing.....day went well.......stayed on site until after 3:30(even though that is when my 10 hour day is supposed...
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you never know what the future holds.
~itsabecky