bloodykisses

Ok so I've been going over things with myself the last few days... My fianc is out of town on business and I've had a lot of time to sit around and soul search...

1. I really need to kick the dieting/exercising into high gear. I mean, I've made great strides and done a lot, but I'm nowhere near where I want to be at this point.

2. I need to reevaluate my friends... I'm expected to make all the contact... That's not fair. If I don't call anyone I don't see anyone. I mean is it too much to not want to always be the person to go to great lengths to stay in touch with people.

3. Having made the decision to reevaluate the friends, I need to not feel bad when I decide to not invite them to the wedding. It's my wedding and I don't need people there that I hardly speak to anymore. Also, I don't need to feel bad about them not being in the wedding.

4. Learn to say no. This is a big one and I really need to work on it. I've done so many things I don't like because I don't want to say no to people.

So... I'm on the path to bettering my life. I hope I can stick with it and make some much needed improvments.