I found this today. Reminds me of how much better I am doing. I think I finally have forced that pain to chill for a while. Took way to long but Im good now.
And I scream crimson words at the world.
An angry outbust from the scorn peices of me scattered on the ground.
You broke me and I still wait.
Nothing to wait for, but Im still here in love.
Should have been my daughter.
Look where you are now.
Hope you like your dead beats.
Both of them.
Your black heart and the mock man playing daddy.
I dont believe but i pray everyday to nothing.
I want to let go.
But you would not let me.
Do not let me fade away and run you said.
Hold me and never let go.
So i wait for nothing.
And nothing comes.
In other news uh. Well I don't really have any. I made curried chicken yesterday that came out okay. Does that count?
-bloodyGIR