Good morning....
I collapsed from doing too much yesterday. Just fell out. I have so much going on that my health is ailing me. I have to take care of myself in my old age.
I will be in the NY area for a week working with a paris designer there and doing modeling. It will be just fuckin AWESOME to be in the NY...
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I collapsed from doing too much yesterday. Just fell out. I have so much going on that my health is ailing me. I have to take care of myself in my old age.
I will be in the NY area for a week working with a paris designer there and doing modeling. It will be just fuckin AWESOME to be in the NY...
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fonusa:
THEY ARE A REALLY COOL BAND. A VERY UNIQUE SOUND . HOPE YOU CAN MAKE IT. THANK YOU.
clarkekid:
Yeah, I understand. Some days I feel like a frail old man, but it's only for a little while 'cause I think back to what caused it and go "Well, that would wipe anyone out." Sure it's a lie, but it's whatever that keeps you going. 
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fonusa:
HEY . JUST THOUGHT I'D LET YA KNOW THERE'S A GREAT BAND FROM THE D.C OLD DAYS (80's / EARLY 90's)PLAYIN' THEIR REUNION THIS SATURDAY JULY 3 AT THE BLACK CAT. THEY'RE CALLED STRANGE BOUTIQUE . I GUARANTEE YOU'LL LIKE THEM IF YOU LIKE S.G . THEY'VE GOT KIND OF ETHERAL GOTH/ PUNK SOUND . HERE'S THEIR PAGE SO YOU CAN CHECK THEM OUT IN CASE YOU'RE INTERESTED .
http://www.mercyground.com/StrangeBoutique/reunion.html
JUST TRYIN' TO PUT FOLKS IN THE KNOW THAT I THOUGHT MAYBE INTETRESTED SINCE NOT MANY COOL SHOWS COME AROUND THESE DAYS. THANKS
THIS ASCENION & SIDDAL ARE OPENING.
http://www.mercyground.com/StrangeBoutique/reunion.html
JUST TRYIN' TO PUT FOLKS IN THE KNOW THAT I THOUGHT MAYBE INTETRESTED SINCE NOT MANY COOL SHOWS COME AROUND THESE DAYS. THANKS
THIS ASCENION & SIDDAL ARE OPENING.
noirnuit13:
A late HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you too. I've never met anyone with the same birthday as me.
Good morning!
I just got a listen of Velvet Revolver's new Cd. I must say..impressive. I never thought that Scott Wieland and Slash would get along.
Geez...I remember when I wrote a review on the first STP album for the newspaper..that was AGES ago.
Shit..I never thought that Wieland would clean up..with all the drug problems that he was rumored to have. But then again..if...
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I just got a listen of Velvet Revolver's new Cd. I must say..impressive. I never thought that Scott Wieland and Slash would get along.
Geez...I remember when I wrote a review on the first STP album for the newspaper..that was AGES ago.
Shit..I never thought that Wieland would clean up..with all the drug problems that he was rumored to have. But then again..if...
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mia:
Happy birthday.
sillyzebra:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Time to start a new thread.
Ok. Its started.
Today is monday..and that sucks ass.
Anything else?
Ok. Its started.
Today is monday..and that sucks ass.
Anything else?
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jimmyjoe:
yes, i do understand.
well, writing is pristine and fierce !
as i was writing to you, is there an mp3 somewhere ?
jimmmeee
well, writing is pristine and fierce !
as i was writing to you, is there an mp3 somewhere ?
jimmmeee
bloodsyster2004:
In my mind- there is always music...
and other strange, wonderful things.
(usually all going on at the same time)
and other strange, wonderful things.
(usually all going on at the same time)
Me...with black hair. Hmm.
Was time for a change..tired of the beyonce blonde trite shit.
Oh well.
Was time for a change..tired of the beyonce blonde trite shit.
Oh well.
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jimmyjoe:
>THATS where the inspiration of "MYST" came from..its wonderful.
hmmm...chances that the conceptors of that incredible (but slow) game came across that pic are thin, but sure they did some research...maybe...anyway, when i saw that pic i immediately thought about Myst...Hours and hours spend fighting with a Mac Perfoma :-)
>my uncle played with BB King..wrote songs for many an artist..still does..I think I got it from him)
respect !
>my muse for music walked out on me years ago
gee, i read you loud and clear.
or maybe not
but yeah, muse....i just come out of the most crazy story about a muse. maybe one day i'll tell you about it, it's still too damn hurting. But i loved it, all that energy, all that turbo power coming from little butterflies in my stomach...
>..I still sing occasionally. Yet rarely.
i don't read enthusiasm there
>So let me know your idea.
i was probably too fast ...i'm a very focused and proactive artist and sometimes i think can see clearly too far ahead, but my brain tricks me in not painting all the obstacles but just the overwhelming feel of creation....let's take it slower, jjs...
i have several musical projects. They're all heavily electronic based, but some are more bare and beat driven than others....I just have a new album out, and there are some samples up there. if u like Alan and Depeche, i think you'll like them. check Deeper With The Weathermen to start with. and we can go further if you like what you hear...
and i introduced a friend request. ahahaha , wouldn't life be ok if things were that 'simple'. you see someone and you click on a button and that's somehow supposed to shorten the entire knowing-you knowing me process ?
ciao, jimmyjoe
hmmm...chances that the conceptors of that incredible (but slow) game came across that pic are thin, but sure they did some research...maybe...anyway, when i saw that pic i immediately thought about Myst...Hours and hours spend fighting with a Mac Perfoma :-)
>my uncle played with BB King..wrote songs for many an artist..still does..I think I got it from him)
respect !
>my muse for music walked out on me years ago
gee, i read you loud and clear.
or maybe not
but yeah, muse....i just come out of the most crazy story about a muse. maybe one day i'll tell you about it, it's still too damn hurting. But i loved it, all that energy, all that turbo power coming from little butterflies in my stomach...
>..I still sing occasionally. Yet rarely.
i don't read enthusiasm there
>So let me know your idea.
i was probably too fast ...i'm a very focused and proactive artist and sometimes i think can see clearly too far ahead, but my brain tricks me in not painting all the obstacles but just the overwhelming feel of creation....let's take it slower, jjs...
i have several musical projects. They're all heavily electronic based, but some are more bare and beat driven than others....I just have a new album out, and there are some samples up there. if u like Alan and Depeche, i think you'll like them. check Deeper With The Weathermen to start with. and we can go further if you like what you hear...
and i introduced a friend request. ahahaha
, wouldn't life be ok if things were that 'simple'. you see someone and you click on a button and that's somehow supposed to shorten the entire knowing-you knowing me process ?
ciao, jimmyjoe
bloodsyster2004:
It reminds me of Recoil...very much so. Your background beats aren't so much soulful and funky as theirs...but still...it reminds me of that. You should check my poetry out. Most of it is easily set to music (and I do performances of it all the time, where it sounds pretty cool).
As far as me singing..I have to be motivated. And recently..I have been more angry than anything...I have to be HAPPY to sing...sounds wierd..but thats me.
As far as me singing..I have to be motivated. And recently..I have been more angry than anything...I have to be HAPPY to sing...sounds wierd..but thats me.
If I've said it before..I have said it again. Corporate america can kiss my yellow ass.
Pucker up...
There *IS* no lighter note for today..I'm pissed off and I don't give a shit. Sorry.
Pucker up...
There *IS* no lighter note for today..I'm pissed off and I don't give a shit. Sorry.
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slaughtervein:
I'm pretty angry myself lately. But I wont try to compare misery. You're an absolutely beautiful woman. So rock on with ya bad self.
bloodsyster2004:
Aw. That really makes me feel warm and fuzzy. Thanks for the compliment. Its much appreciated. 
We buried her today. It was rather sad. Tough thing is..since she is being buried in a military base..she can have no flowers..so we trucked about 4 large pieces back to my 'rents house and mine. I have a house full of flowers now! Its rather nice..the cats love it. My allergies..do not. Ok..off to make some coffee and dream up new tattoos that I...
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bloodsyster2004:
Ok...another thought. Its 2am...and I am rambling.
WHY do they have Nicole Kidman advertising for Stepford wives with long blonde hair..then in the preview with short brown hair? Isn't that more than just a mere supsension of belief (and perhaps suspension with hair extension..lol).
I just watched an excellent movie.."Feast of All Saints" by Anne Rice. I have had that 2 set tape sitting around my house for a year now. Finally saw it. Wow. I had no idea that my ancestors went through so much bullshit. Makes me look at things a bit differently and analyze things more. I am in the same mood as I was in when I watched "SANKOFA"..which was a wonderful film..but had me straight riled up for about 2 weeks.
That whole "plessage" thing (and forgive my mis-spelling of the french term) really pissed me off. But you know what? Thats still going on today...
WHY do they have Nicole Kidman advertising for Stepford wives with long blonde hair..then in the preview with short brown hair? Isn't that more than just a mere supsension of belief (and perhaps suspension with hair extension..lol).
I just watched an excellent movie.."Feast of All Saints" by Anne Rice. I have had that 2 set tape sitting around my house for a year now. Finally saw it. Wow. I had no idea that my ancestors went through so much bullshit. Makes me look at things a bit differently and analyze things more. I am in the same mood as I was in when I watched "SANKOFA"..which was a wonderful film..but had me straight riled up for about 2 weeks.
That whole "plessage" thing (and forgive my mis-spelling of the french term) really pissed me off. But you know what? Thats still going on today...
howdidigethere:
hey i love cheap trick! and im sorry for the loss.
My aunt is dead. Her funeral is Friday. This sucks ass. 
I drink the poison
a magic pool
though it devours my belly
and pierces my rotting bones
I squirm like a fool
and embrace its ferocious fire
A steel heart bleeds steam
it lingers to haunt me
like a liquid ghost
that breath I listen for
a joy I could remember
as eye candy...
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I drink the poison
a magic pool
though it devours my belly
and pierces my rotting bones
I squirm like a fool
and embrace its ferocious fire
A steel heart bleeds steam
it lingers to haunt me
like a liquid ghost
that breath I listen for
a joy I could remember
as eye candy...
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twitchmc02:
Sorry to hear about your Aunt. 
bankky:
My most sincere condolences.
Check the June 6th entry before you read this one:
Abduction
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If art is the reflection of life-
Then, ultimately
Life is art.
Are we attracted to the art
That we would most like our lives
To reflect?
If then, the psychology of art
Is for us to paint
The masterpiece of our lives
With the paints of pleasure,
Pain
And experience.
We must...
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Abduction
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If art is the reflection of life-
Then, ultimately
Life is art.
Are we attracted to the art
That we would most like our lives
To reflect?
If then, the psychology of art
Is for us to paint
The masterpiece of our lives
With the paints of pleasure,
Pain
And experience.
We must...
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twitchmc02:
Don't stop then. Your poetry is great! i love getting on your journal to see what's next.
bloodsyster2004:
Well...my aunt died today....at 4.15am
No wonder I have been feeling the urge to write...
Her funeral is friday...
She died of cancer..in her sleep.
[Edited on Jun 07, 2004 5:17PM]
No wonder I have been feeling the urge to write...
Her funeral is friday...
She died of cancer..in her sleep.
[Edited on Jun 07, 2004 5:17PM]
Satyr-day
Pretty bleak and rainy and ugly outside...what I would give for a sunny day! but alas..mother nature doth not think me so blessed.
Pretty bleak and rainy and ugly outside...what I would give for a sunny day! but alas..mother nature doth not think me so blessed.
twitchmc02:
same here. Tomorrow's suppose to be worse. Oh boy. 
bloodsyster2004:
Actually..its nice and sunny today Much better..now I can go on a bike ride, etc...
Much better..now I can go on a bike ride, etc...Three days into the month...24 days left until my birthday. Every year it gets a bit darker...a bit more glum. I wonder why? what expectations do I have on myself that I am not fulfilling? Many...Society imposes many ideas as well, on women my age..there is such a rush to do this, that or the other (like the big "M" word) that its highly ridiculous......
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twitchmc02:
No it doesn't make you wierd. I tried that lifestyle once and let me tell ya. It's a crock! As far as you feeling dark. From what I've seen you have got soooo much going for you. I think you're on the right track.
bloodsyster2004:
Thank you...but I am very much feeling my age...
The one thing I hate about working strange hours is that I am not usually able to get to bed until 3 or 4 am. Which sucks.
And I am usually in bed by 9..so my sleep schedule is all thrown off to hell.
I spent the last few hours of my waking state picking out loop tracks for my new modeling webiste that I...
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And I am usually in bed by 9..so my sleep schedule is all thrown off to hell.
I spent the last few hours of my waking state picking out loop tracks for my new modeling webiste that I...
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brandy:
I was never on this tour...I was on the first one they did...
bloodsyster2004:
Damn. I thought that you were on this one, too...
OOPS.
Here I am looking at the clip and all that and thinking I had to come see ya!
OOPS.
Here I am looking at the clip and all that and thinking I had to come see ya!