bloodstorm

<rant>Have you ever just wanted to freaking freak out? Seriously. Just freaking jump up and down and shout and scream until you were red and blue and green all over? Or was that the part of that nun joke I heard?? Whatever. All I know is I am so freaking tired....but more than sleepy tired, I am tired of people. And I am supposed to be a people person, wtf? Strange.

I have lost my mind in a weird loopy-thinking thing I do a lot. I can't figure out if I am disappointed with my life bc I feel I have a purpose and I can't figure what the fuckin hell that is? Or if I am disappointed bc I don't have a GD purpose and I feel like I should have one or something.

I think I am going nuts. I can't even open up my son's stewpid juice cooler thing, and apparently I talk too much to prospects at work. Why is the cheaper brand of juice so difficult to open? And why do I constantly have to be criticized for the way I like to do my job? Ugh.

I guess whoever read this far is extremely bored. So here's something fun. I am naked right now. Go away.

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