bloodspider

Well SG its been sometime hasnt it... all of January with out anything... I m around just too lazy to blog... life been the usual I m losing my mind with overthingking... probably have ruined a great friendship... well not yet but it might happen... and the sad part is ... well the sad part sucks majorly.... my feelings are all out of wack my point of view is shot... my heart says one thing mind says another insticts dont know what is even going one and I m just generally lost with a lot of things.. exciting stuff eh? Plus side I just made my next level of rank with my job I love so so very much but it does mean more money I can buy meaningless posessions to make me feel better about my misdirected life lol and on a lighter note getting restationed to england soon so no more italy ...yay! I have my reservations because I ve grown quite attacked to this lil portion ofhell, mostly the people wel it is just the people and especially a specific person but me and her probably wont be as good soon .... so guess it just time to move on then.

Going to a huge tattoo con in Milian which wil be cool some SG's and SG fans will be there so if I run in to any that will be a good note.

Um I got nothing else .... been blogging the crap out of my myspace... which is weird lol.... maybe I ll start putting that energy into here and actually make my presense felt more often then around here.
-Spider