bloodspider

Well my net has been down for the better part of a wek now. Its so annoying the way it works here, but lol I complain on that on a monthly basis now I have some pictures I m going to upload after this post just some of me being silly really lol
Um not much to say really lifes a lil compact right now I go home in about a month havent really be home for over a year now havent been back in the states in almost a year as well. I ave no idea what I have to do for a lot of things coming up so its going to be a learning time for me for the next month, its going to be fun lol.
I have no balls lol I have determined sware I flip so much I can talk to a girl I have never met before walk up no problem but a girl that I kinda know even just a little or more I buckle under the pressure its sick and sad... complaining dont fix it but damn it feels good lol maybe I ll actually get some guts and go and get shot down other wise how will I ever know if I would actually be shot down right?