bloodspider

The new year yippy lol well not really right, anyone else not feel any diff just like the new years before hand? Well other than the hang overs but really for many I m sure thats even normal I have lots of little rambles I guess no where really specific to start so where ever the flows goes.
Crushes damndest things eh? I d say everyone has at least one almost all of the time, really is there ever a time when your not crushing over someone doesnt matter if you know them or not like SGs here I m sure 90% of the members prbably have a crush no matter how minute over a SG not like its a bad thing or nothin, its only bad if it turns over in to stalking lol. Like me man Maia (I have no shame to admitting over mine) I dont really know her, I ve only chatted with her a tiny bit but lol what i wouldnt give for a shot at relationship and not hope for a relationshit (stolen joke ooooo) Pretty muc a physical crush there shes amzingly beautiful also the small connection of Warcraft lol shes also nerd but like I said crushes crazy thingsthey dont need much to be there. I have others as well theres amazing artist on DA she goes to school back where my home is extemely talented and also beautiful (also has a boyfriend *tear* lol) boom though another crush. They just humor me how I can develope such an attraction with little to go on. I try not to be the guy that goes just on looks cause theres those girls that look amazing but the books empty and of course the vise versa.
Lol this rambling really doesnt seem to have much of a point does it, guess its more sorting out in my head I just seem to have a lot of crushes lately not just net wise in reality as well they just keep developing then i fnd myself trapped in a fantasy world. Its been getting annoying cause theres only so much fantasy one can take with out the reality. Its not even sex I m looking for just like i said earlier a relationship, guess I ma relationship junkie, single life all fun an good but I dunno the fact of knowing I ve got someone to care bout and some one for me is always humbling and its been a long while since I ve had that.

Guess again all that was just self involved out loud thoughts, where I was orginally going to go with all that I m not even totally sure lol, work is about to suck the big one once again I ve been picked for the special we are going to make you work 12 hours aday bull shit again so woooptie dooo, ahh cant wait to get out of this field well mostly this base too much little bs that they make up its rediculous.

My website www.thevampirespider.com has gotten a long over due over haul would apprecite anyone stopping by it and just sayin hi.

Ah whatelse to say ohh yeah! SWITZERLAND fucking rocks went up there for new years man is it amazing up there cant wait to go again. Went snowboarding and boozin in interlaken,ch lol even met some folks from Wi there talk about small world syndrom. Was a great time up there have lots of drunken photos and videos, great time away from the hell base to just relax, some much needed time it was.

OK enough of my nonsense and unorganised thoughts Rock out with your toe socks out SG
-Spider