So, I did in fact, end up going to work yesterday afternoon. HEH. I'm so weak. But then I found out something really fucked up and disturbing....
without going into the whole story cos it would take longer than the time i have right now (I have to go to work soon heh), I have this best friend whom I used to live with a few years ago, and he developed an eating disorder over which his mother freaked out, as you would, I don't really blame her. But as a result of that, she made him move away, to the city she'd moved to recently with the rest of his family (except his younger 17 year old sister who was also living with us). Well, that was a sad day, cos I lost my best friend to a city 3 hours away. To make things worse, now that he was gone, his sister decided she didn't want me living in the house any more and kicked me out! Bitch! Well, one day just before I had moved out, I get this phonecall from The Mother, tellling me it would be best if I didn't speak to her son (MY best friend in the whole entire world), because it was putting a rift between her son and daughter (the one who was kicking me out). See, when I told him what she'd done, he was pissed off, and as they hadn't been getting along for many years, he took my side. Nothing I could do about that! His family is fucked up, I can't help it if he took my side over hers. So the mother was all pissed cos the sister had been telling her all this crap about me (it was all lies, she's a drama queen, and I'm damn sure she's a pathological liar), and the son was angry at the sister for kicking me out. So mother decides to blame ME. Well, that was the last conversation I had with the mother and it was a few years ago now. And I have seen my best friend maybe 4 times since he moved away. We still keep in touch, even though his family hates it. Fuck knows what they have against me, whatever dirt it was, that bicth sister concocted against me anyways. Do I sound bitter? Ha, maybe I am a little. But this woman, in my opinion is fucked up. Other things have happened too, since then. I'm just relating the main bits. But anyways, back to the disturbing news....this woman, this godamn pyscho bitch of a woman...as of 18th July...will be my new boss at work. How fucked up is thaT! I couldn't believe it. It is SO fucked how the world works sometimes. We've always worked for the same company as long as I've known her, we used to work in the same store, and then she transfered from that branch to another city. But had come back and was working in another branch to me. Now she has just been promoted to Store Manager, of the branch that I work in. Which means she is my direct boss! How the fuck am I meant to respect that woman as a boss knowing the last thing she said to me was to stay away from her son?! I mean, I know I have to keep things professional. But my opinion of her as a person is totally tainted. I'm very wary of how this is going to work out.
Sigh. Why me!! I think I need to look for a new job. I say that all the time and never do. Perhaps I need to grow up, and give this woman a chance. I know she is good at her job, she always was, and i know she thinks highly of me in MY job, but as a person? Man. Lucky she's the manager and I won't have to talk to her too much I hope. It's going to be REALLY hard for me to overlook the past here, and discard what she said. I've got almost a month to get used to the idea (or find another job, ha!). So we'll see.
wow, I wrote more than I thought I would. ANd I have to go to work in 15 minutes. I better finish getting ready
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without going into the whole story cos it would take longer than the time i have right now (I have to go to work soon heh), I have this best friend whom I used to live with a few years ago, and he developed an eating disorder over which his mother freaked out, as you would, I don't really blame her. But as a result of that, she made him move away, to the city she'd moved to recently with the rest of his family (except his younger 17 year old sister who was also living with us). Well, that was a sad day, cos I lost my best friend to a city 3 hours away. To make things worse, now that he was gone, his sister decided she didn't want me living in the house any more and kicked me out! Bitch! Well, one day just before I had moved out, I get this phonecall from The Mother, tellling me it would be best if I didn't speak to her son (MY best friend in the whole entire world), because it was putting a rift between her son and daughter (the one who was kicking me out). See, when I told him what she'd done, he was pissed off, and as they hadn't been getting along for many years, he took my side. Nothing I could do about that! His family is fucked up, I can't help it if he took my side over hers. So the mother was all pissed cos the sister had been telling her all this crap about me (it was all lies, she's a drama queen, and I'm damn sure she's a pathological liar), and the son was angry at the sister for kicking me out. So mother decides to blame ME. Well, that was the last conversation I had with the mother and it was a few years ago now. And I have seen my best friend maybe 4 times since he moved away. We still keep in touch, even though his family hates it. Fuck knows what they have against me, whatever dirt it was, that bicth sister concocted against me anyways. Do I sound bitter? Ha, maybe I am a little. But this woman, in my opinion is fucked up. Other things have happened too, since then. I'm just relating the main bits. But anyways, back to the disturbing news....this woman, this godamn pyscho bitch of a woman...as of 18th July...will be my new boss at work. How fucked up is thaT! I couldn't believe it. It is SO fucked how the world works sometimes. We've always worked for the same company as long as I've known her, we used to work in the same store, and then she transfered from that branch to another city. But had come back and was working in another branch to me. Now she has just been promoted to Store Manager, of the branch that I work in. Which means she is my direct boss! How the fuck am I meant to respect that woman as a boss knowing the last thing she said to me was to stay away from her son?! I mean, I know I have to keep things professional. But my opinion of her as a person is totally tainted. I'm very wary of how this is going to work out.
Sigh. Why me!! I think I need to look for a new job. I say that all the time and never do. Perhaps I need to grow up, and give this woman a chance. I know she is good at her job, she always was, and i know she thinks highly of me in MY job, but as a person? Man. Lucky she's the manager and I won't have to talk to her too much I hope. It's going to be REALLY hard for me to overlook the past here, and discard what she said. I've got almost a month to get used to the idea (or find another job, ha!). So we'll see.
wow, I wrote more than I thought I would. ANd I have to go to work in 15 minutes. I better finish getting ready
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Anyway, the link to Bloodflowerz worked. They're really good....I want all of their albums now! And the lead singer is so hot