bloodhigh

Right now i'm very discouraged. I'm upset and unsure of my future. I have no control my current situation outside of just giving up on a person I love dearly, so I've chosen to have no control. This is one of the most difficult periods in my entire life. What is a person to do? Is love always blended with pain? I just found myself having this strange desire to read something I haven't read in such a long time...


"To be or not to be, that is the question;
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing, end them. To die, to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to _ 'tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep;
To sleep, perchance to dream. Ay, there's the rub,
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come,
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause. There's the respect
That makes calamity of so long life,
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
Th'oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely,
The pangs of despised love, the law's delay..."


Don't get me wrong, i have no desire to die. I just want this to end. I want her to be able to come home so we can be together