If anyone decideds to take the time to read these then know you have my thanks for reassuring me that I have at least some greater impact on the world than that of wasting space. I do not wish to sound morsely depressive and thus be the cause of others deaths but I must find some vent else things will get ...interesting. To be frank I have been trying to fight these urges to fight people. To hit them so hard that they will no longer bother me nor seek me out. I've tried to channel this feeling but it is like trying to divert the ocean, sometimes you can push it back only to have it send you crashing under a wave that is beyond life.
Life loses it color and more do I draw into myself. If I could just let go of these feelings I would be whole but alas I feel that I have become these wicked feelings. Its amazing what you adapt yourself to when you are but a child trying to survive a train wreak. Ah but few wish to hear the sorrows of an strange man on the internet. Funny how that which strives to connect us all stands to divide us so completely.
(Gee I wonder how many time someone has stated that as a fact to justify themselves.)
Anyway, that be the end of my thought for today.
Until next time, I'll be around.
Life loses it color and more do I draw into myself. If I could just let go of these feelings I would be whole but alas I feel that I have become these wicked feelings. Its amazing what you adapt yourself to when you are but a child trying to survive a train wreak. Ah but few wish to hear the sorrows of an strange man on the internet. Funny how that which strives to connect us all stands to divide us so completely.
(Gee I wonder how many time someone has stated that as a fact to justify themselves.)
Anyway, that be the end of my thought for today.
Until next time, I'll be around.