Hot damn. I woke up yesterday feeling good. I can honestly say that the last two days I have felt more human, normal and just all-over good than I have for a very long time.
Why? I don't know, but I welcome it. Maybe I'm rounding the bend towards recovery? One can hope
Rebel, I have a hard time sleeping most nights, something about that big empty bed just keeps me out of it till I'm about to drop with exhaustion. Sleepover friends help, but isn't a real solution. my daughter tends to come wake me up frequently when she's here too, but she's so sweet about it, I have a hard time really being too bothered by it.
weekend's coming up and I actually have more things to do than I have time to do them in - what a nice change.
Book you should read: "On a Pale Horse" - Piers Anthony. Sci-Fi/fantasy, but interesting concept. Death is just an office, a job held by someone...
CD you should buy: "Mitch, All Together" Mitch Hedberg. The world lost a lot a laughs when it lost this man. I saw him live twice and hate that I'll never get to again. Share Mitch with those that don't know him.
Movie you should watch: Anything black and white...try Casablanca, or 12 Angry Men
Why? I don't know, but I welcome it. Maybe I'm rounding the bend towards recovery? One can hope
Rebel, I have a hard time sleeping most nights, something about that big empty bed just keeps me out of it till I'm about to drop with exhaustion. Sleepover friends help, but isn't a real solution. my daughter tends to come wake me up frequently when she's here too, but she's so sweet about it, I have a hard time really being too bothered by it.
weekend's coming up and I actually have more things to do than I have time to do them in - what a nice change.
Book you should read: "On a Pale Horse" - Piers Anthony. Sci-Fi/fantasy, but interesting concept. Death is just an office, a job held by someone...
CD you should buy: "Mitch, All Together" Mitch Hedberg. The world lost a lot a laughs when it lost this man. I saw him live twice and hate that I'll never get to again. Share Mitch with those that don't know him.
Movie you should watch: Anything black and white...try Casablanca, or 12 Angry Men
My mom happened to lend me the original "House on Haunted Hill" with Vincent Price. Thats black and white, Ill probably watch it tomorrow.
Ive been meaning to check out MH. The bf thought he was hilarious. Have you ever listened to Dane Cook? If not, please do. Its frickin awesome.
I hate going to bed alone at night. I have a green teddy bear I got from the build a bear store that I named Pat McNugget (after the bf) that I sleep with every night. And I go to bed at like 9pm but Im on the phone with Drummerboy till like 11:30-midnight and then Im like seconds from passing out.
Ive been having a real hard time with my daughters lately. They are on a not listening kick and its seriously wearing at my nerves. They constantly wreck their room at night and when I try to talk to the ex and his gf about it (cause the kids live there too) its like my kids are perfect there but hellions here. And that just upsets me more.
Im not looking for pity (although I feel like Im having a pity party right now) but fucking come on. I have my kids like 75% of the time now with no help. 2 girls. 4 1/2 and 3. And his gf is pregnant and literally going to have their baby any day now so IM having to rearrange my life because of that.
sorry for the rant. Its just making me crazy.
Of course, watching that will make me wish I was a kid again with no worries.