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Been feeling a disconnect with SG again as of late. On the fence of really trying to dive back in and rekindle and make new friendships or just take another hiatus. It doesn't help that I can't find a photographer in my area or neighboring areas to shoot a set to save my life. Maybe it's seasonal depression starting up... Who knows. Just feeling melancholy....
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Soaking up that California sun by the pool on a ranch in Pauma Valley. There are grapefruit, meyer lemon and avocado trees galore. Little slice of paradise.

Tonight was full of dodgeball, beers and broken glasses. With my favorite person. The best!

Feeling better.

Been losing weight lately thanks to my new fool proof diet: greasy, cheesy food, whiskey and stress. I just weighed in at 149! And I have lost 6 inches. Current measurements are 36(34DD)-26-39. Excuse the crap photo quality, I'm just excited! 😏 💚

The last few weeks have been a crazy whirlwind of emotion. I have been eating garbage, drinking more than usual, and sleeping much less. I am starting to see things come together though. As boxes are being unpacked I can feel my mind resting easier, not so much anxiety. I decided that after this weekend I am going to go back to eating whole foods....
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It's Sunday, it's raining and I just finished moving to a new apartment. The clutter is driving me crazy, but I'm procrastinating so here is a photo of my VCH I got a few months ago. Someone come unpack for me please!

XO