ack - I need to update - but I dont have any pictures at the moment - the boots are great - its nice to have a zipper and not have to lace and unlace - demonia makes cool designs - Went on a date with the sweety last night to see batman -and it was really good - it did seem to drag a bit at the end I guess, but it was really dark - and scarry - that would be great if they do another one with the joker -
saw a neubauten video yesterday - 1/2 mensche - it was really cool -
here we go, pictures of woe and angst - I need to get white powder - and thanks for you alls advice on lipstic - Im going to look into the manic panic and ben nye -
no wisdom without
our cruel share of winters
no victory without
our blood sea of rage
so, every once in awhile I try to assess whats going on in my life, and make little lists of what I would like to achieve in the near future - and then write about it in my public journal, because you never know who might read it and find it meaningful.
relationships - it takes time to get to know people doesnt it - honestly, there are three people I would like to get to know better - two girls and a boy - one of them being the girl Im seeing - the other girl having beautiful black hair (that really narrows it down on the gothic scene - same girl as ever though) it would be great if the four of us could go to the graveyard and drink and inject and cut and photograph or whatnot - that would be a good time - thats a fantasy -
and the little list is, I would like to
-start swimming for exercise, its so relaxing, and silent under water
-study some type of martial arts, because really I dont know how to fight at all, and it will probably help keep me from getting hurt someday
-study languages, french and russian -
-read - I used to read a lot -
-create - write, become more gothic -
so I dont think Im going to go back to school in january, maybe I will, but I would much rather see myself invoved in the activities above rather than studying statistics, because I just dont see at this point how Im going to be able to get an office job as a data analyst while looking like I do anyhow -
right now I drink a lot, I socialize, and work, which is good- but I dont spend much time focused or creating - but periods of disolution can have their bennefits I suppose-
saw a neubauten video yesterday - 1/2 mensche - it was really cool -
here we go, pictures of woe and angst - I need to get white powder - and thanks for you alls advice on lipstic - Im going to look into the manic panic and ben nye -
no wisdom without
our cruel share of winters
no victory without
our blood sea of rage
so, every once in awhile I try to assess whats going on in my life, and make little lists of what I would like to achieve in the near future - and then write about it in my public journal, because you never know who might read it and find it meaningful.
relationships - it takes time to get to know people doesnt it - honestly, there are three people I would like to get to know better - two girls and a boy - one of them being the girl Im seeing - the other girl having beautiful black hair (that really narrows it down on the gothic scene - same girl as ever though) it would be great if the four of us could go to the graveyard and drink and inject and cut and photograph or whatnot - that would be a good time - thats a fantasy -
and the little list is, I would like to
-start swimming for exercise, its so relaxing, and silent under water
-study some type of martial arts, because really I dont know how to fight at all, and it will probably help keep me from getting hurt someday
-study languages, french and russian -
-read - I used to read a lot -
-create - write, become more gothic -
so I dont think Im going to go back to school in january, maybe I will, but I would much rather see myself invoved in the activities above rather than studying statistics, because I just dont see at this point how Im going to be able to get an office job as a data analyst while looking like I do anyhow -
right now I drink a lot, I socialize, and work, which is good- but I dont spend much time focused or creating - but periods of disolution can have their bennefits I suppose-
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midnightmovie:
sadly few pics- my camera blanked out !? check jounral for what i have, i JUST found the bookmarks thing in the corner- i wish i had known that was there before, how handy, doh!
lemonkid:
Shit.. you're right.. I do need oven gloves. I'll probably get some of those sweet-ass silicone ones when I get the cash. I need to find an awesome high-end cooking store first though. And have the cash.