so i been workin a lot trying to behave and not go back to the path i was goin before, getting a nice house which means more responsibility and im ready to fucking take it on i dont give a fuck if i have to work 2 jobs i need to know if i will be able to do it, hopefully sumtime in the future i finish school, right now working on getting my car back on the road... and hoping for the best for the special woman in my life... its hard to be good when everybody thinks you'll be bad, and it hurts when the only person you care about thinks the worst of you... so confused 