...I need everybody to do me a huge favor...
Say a little prayer for my brother, Chad. It would mean the world to me.
I found out yesterday morning, that my brother had gotten into a fight on New Years Eve. He was kicked in the head pretty hard, and is now in the trama unit.
His brain is bleeding...
It's so incredibly hard for me to even hold myself together while writing this. As I type, I am waiting on a phone call to find out the results to his third CAT scan. As of yesterday's results, the swelling has gotten way worse, and his pain is pretty much intollerable. Today, aparently has been his worst day, so far.. all he can do, is scream for the pain to go away. I haven't even been able to see him since the accident. He's in Las Vegas, and I am here, still in Long beach.. it kills me. My mom and Grandparents insist that I wait on these last results, before I make the trip out there.. So, all I can do, is wait. And, the waiting, is tearing me apart. I just want to be there. and instead, I'm here.. at work. Falling apart. and, I can hear it in my families voice over the phone, that they too.. are hurting so bad, just seeing him this way, and not being able to help take away his pain.
200 Iron workers said I prayer for him today, at work.. and I thank them, so much for that. We need all the prayers we can.. and I'm not even a very religious person, in any aspect.. things are just out of my hands in this situation, and all I can do is pray. It just hurts me, so bad knowing that if this doesn't get any better, if the bleeding doesn't stop, and the swelling doesn't end.. he's going to need to undergo brain surgery.. and that freaks me the fuck out. I dont want to see my brother have to go through all that..
Thank you guys..
Say a little prayer for my brother, Chad. It would mean the world to me.
I found out yesterday morning, that my brother had gotten into a fight on New Years Eve. He was kicked in the head pretty hard, and is now in the trama unit.
His brain is bleeding...
It's so incredibly hard for me to even hold myself together while writing this. As I type, I am waiting on a phone call to find out the results to his third CAT scan. As of yesterday's results, the swelling has gotten way worse, and his pain is pretty much intollerable. Today, aparently has been his worst day, so far.. all he can do, is scream for the pain to go away. I haven't even been able to see him since the accident. He's in Las Vegas, and I am here, still in Long beach.. it kills me. My mom and Grandparents insist that I wait on these last results, before I make the trip out there.. So, all I can do, is wait. And, the waiting, is tearing me apart. I just want to be there. and instead, I'm here.. at work. Falling apart. and, I can hear it in my families voice over the phone, that they too.. are hurting so bad, just seeing him this way, and not being able to help take away his pain.
200 Iron workers said I prayer for him today, at work.. and I thank them, so much for that. We need all the prayers we can.. and I'm not even a very religious person, in any aspect.. things are just out of my hands in this situation, and all I can do is pray. It just hurts me, so bad knowing that if this doesn't get any better, if the bleeding doesn't stop, and the swelling doesn't end.. he's going to need to undergo brain surgery.. and that freaks me the fuck out. I dont want to see my brother have to go through all that..
Thank you guys..
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skyystarr:
soooo you kno megan sanchez????!!!!!
czeagler:
definitely!