blayne

I just waded through your picture trail. So cool!!!

Thanks for talking to me at the party. I'm stupid shy.

I hope we see each other soon.

I've heard that one before too. but the people I knew with one had never been in prison. the guy from Agnostic Front has the spiderweb elbow thing and I think a lot of punk rock boys just wanna be like him and don't know where it comes from

You are neither ugly nor worthless. The few posts I have read of yours convince me that you are funny, intelligent and interesting. If you "go to sleep and never wake up" I will be very disappointed. You would be a loss to the site.

I felt like that a couple of days ago. Comments from a couple of people here made me look at life differently and I'm as happy as a pig in shit now. AIM me if you feel down.

Getting school over with is the best thing a person can do. What a drag....

Good luck with finals, though!!

its over for me!!! yeeeeeeahhhh..... well atleast till next semester.....

I don't like school... no no I don't

we all cry, girl. i'm cryin' right now, i got 3 finals tomorrow! >=)
i just wanted to thank u for my subscription, it's the best present (and study break) that there ever was!
-vegas-

sometimes everybody hurts...sometimes
hey back in SoCal...I had a nice post typed up but my comp decided to hate me.

PILLOW FIGHT!! NUDIE PILLOW FIGHT!! WITH PUDDIN'!

twas very much fun! is your friend feeling better?

NIce ta meet ya...hope so see you soon

Yeah, it was great talking to you too! I hope my drunken ramblings weren't too psychotic...

I added you also.

See ya around.

i know what you mean. i used to feel like that a lot. but i think i just grew numb to it. like, when i was younger, hell, even a couple years ago, i was REALLY ALIVE. like when i felt great, i felt GREAT. but then again, when i felt bad i felt REALLY BAD. i guess you could say it was in relation to an ex girlfriend, but fuckit, that bitch was crazy.

anyway, my point is that i'm not sure whether i miss that or not. i miss being that happy and bright eyed and just amazed at life, and love, and all that other happy crappy bullshit. but then again, it just opened me up to being FUCKIN CRUSHED. which was just horrible and i wouldnt wish it on anyone i know. but i guess you cant have the good without the bad huh?

i dont know which is worse or better yet. i'll just have to give it time i guess, which is what i suggest you try and do. just give it some time..........

I know exactly how you feel babe. I was the queen of popularity in high school, must've known at least a hundred people who'd say hi when I walked in in the morning. When I moved 30 minutes away from there in my grad year everyone didn't want to know me anymore it seemed. God that hurt. That was in 96 though, a fair amount of time ago. I'm pretty use to being on my own now (doesn't hurt that I'm an only child) but the funny thing about it is that I feel odd when someone joins me at the coffee shop. Weird eh? I do, however, go through really rough phases where all I want to do is cry, it can be hard when all my buddies are away in university.

If you ever need an ear, I'm hear for ya. +o)