Being hardcore means sticking to your ideals. When the rubber meets the road, does your rubber melt? This weekend I saw the difference. Now I know a free ride is nice and its really the universe's way of letting you know there's some love out there and you deserve it. But when you're going out of your way to get a free ride, it's not...
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when u dance u don't always know wut ppl are thinking. sometimes you're just fun. other times you're the pivot of Beauty, the last chance for some estranged hope.. and like a butterfly you would propel a storm.

every thing matters. every one matters.

I feel like a 400 year old vampire, immersed and ever-shifting through the scenes.. losing myself in some immortal fantasy. While friends of recent and past are clearly getting "older" .. I'm still here. Am I stuck? I just attempted to reconnect with a former close-friend. We detoured about 7 years ago over business that got personal. It feels like something heavy has lifted.

Grand Junction, CO. We're not getting as far as I hoped to on this cross-country drive. Given a late start, having a dog, and just hauling a trailer, slows us down. I'm a bit stressed about getting back to NYC by Wednesday because of work. I still want to enjoy this trip. The conversations are always interesting.. mostly about our observations of people in social...
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So I'm moved into the new place. Took a few days to find it, a few more days to sign it. Always said I'd never want to live alone and here I am. Strange how that happens. I also said I'd never EVER do something crazy like pursue med school and I did. Life can really take twists. Never say never.

Flying to LA tomorrow...
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Fast like flesh we ripped 'til six. Felt the light facedown I stayed this way crusade. No. Never. Not ever. These words- these things- I said I meant. Drop the rake like lead, lift the arms instead. Come together youth......

So I held out from getting a mohawk-ish like buzz all this time but have finally given into it. Well I'm not sure what the hell it is to be honest. Sonic the Hedgehog maybe- that sounds cool. LOL. Sometimes doing something different is just that.

Been busy exploring new social circles. If you need to break out of yourself, do it with new folks. It's just way easier to let go and not be held down by those that expect the old you all the time. Got another piercing, a smiley. Amazing what happens when you hang out with different folks. Kissed some boys. No, didn't get excited. It was...
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