blasphemy

i broke up with my boyfriend. i'll probably never find anyone who'll treat me better or appreciate me like he did, and i'm tossing him away for silly reasons.
now i'm very lonely- he was pretty much the last of my oncewas active social life, and the only reason why i ever left the house anymore, excluding work. now i gotta start from scratch again.. if i can find the energy.

happy news- i'm getting a seminew car!!! it has air conditioning, and power stuff, and and a cd player! and the best part is that it runs... all the time, whenever i want it to! like it's reliable and stuff. unlike the pile i drive now.

anyway, other than that i am very and too