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Happy Steak and Blowjob Day!!!

Ever come across a song that just hits you so deep...this.......

Foo Fighters - I Should Have Known

I should have known that it would end this way
I should have known there was no other way
Didn't hear your warning
Damn my heart gone deaf

I should have known
Look at the shape you're in
I should have known
But I dove right in...
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Primus May 25th!! In 3D!!!!! I am so there! Who's with me?

http://www.pcpa.com/events/primus-3d

Went to PDXLAN this past weekend. It's a 4 day, 550 person LAN Party here in Portland...happens every 6 months. We thought it would be a good idea to do the largest harlem shake video ever!

http://youtu.be/90YhkMNoEg8

It's hard to see me but I'm beneath the Crucial.com banner on the left hitting a guy with a blowup hammer

I reconnected with an ex I haven't spoken to in 5 years....my friends were telling me it was probably a bad idea. Due to the circumstances I don't think it is as I was the idiot that dumped her....my excuse? "I want to be in orgies"....yeah...that was during my douchebag period. She's gorgeous and sweet and doesn't have any of the crazy signs...

I got a random txt today asking if I would be interested in auditioning for a Dr. Pepper commercial. Apparently they were looking for "manly men" for an upcoming commercial. I tried to explain to them I don't fix cars or chop my own firewood....but they still insisted. Damn I'm too hgh to write any more........

Going to a concert tonight just to get out of the house. I don't even like the band! Hopefully I can find myself in some crazy adventure by the end of the night (shenanigans usually find me when I go out alone). If not I'll have my backup friend waiting for me at home.

Portland folks....I am looking for more 420 enthusiasts to get to...
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Today was awesome! I happened upon my ex's profile on a dating website (POF to be exact) this morning. Which sent me into rage mode to say the least. Mostly because her whole reasoning for ending it was "I just want to be alone" and "I don't know how to love".... Overall I pity the next guy that falls for her...not knowing what he is...
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One step forward three steps back. After thinking I was making progress thru this grieving process I realize I'm all over the place. The wellbutrin isn't really working. (other than sending my libido into overdrive :-\). Still finding myself thinking the same things..asking the same questions. I guess the anxiety will have to just be there for the time being. Senseless ramblings.....and stoned phrasing....good times...
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