blai

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I don't why I even let myself fucking believe him in the first place.

I should have known when he said he wasn't sure what time he'd be round.

I let him walk over me like a doormat, and it fucking kills me.

I was grew up on a diet of bratmobile and L7. I was always raised to believe that a woman should never let a guy treat her like shit, be he a friend, family member or lover.

You've made me fucking choke on my values.

I have lost all my fucking self respect. for you.

And the worst thing is, I know that if you called now, I'd come running.

And that makes me realise how very pathetic I am.



You made my life one million times worse. You told me you wanted to make me happy, and you only made me cry.

And you still keep hurting me.