I have to go ask for an advance on a loan tomorrow. I hate asking for money, it is the only thing that stresses me out. I can stand on a cliff face, speak in public and play with spiders, no problem -- introduce money into the scenario and I am done. I crack and babble and want to throw up. I couldn't fall asleep...
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Ever miss a place but once you return to it you can never understand why you held the senement?
Fuck Arizona.
Fuck Arizona.
I don't have a computer anymore.
This sucks.
Alot.
This sucks.
Alot.
kitsunepagan:
Sorry to here that Hope it gets remedied soon ^_^
Sorry to here that Hope it gets remedied soon ^_^Arrived in CA yesterday...
Here's to starting a new life, eh?
Also,
met a couple of the SGirls at A Tattoo convention in Ventura that just happened to be going on the day I arrived.
Nifty. I was a jerk off slob and felt totally creepy even talking to them at their "come talk to us" Booth....
Hurray floundering in insecurity.
Here's to starting a new life, eh?
Also,
met a couple of the SGirls at A Tattoo convention in Ventura that just happened to be going on the day I arrived.
Nifty. I was a jerk off slob and felt totally creepy even talking to them at their "come talk to us" Booth....
Hurray floundering in insecurity.
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kitsunepagan:
"Come talk to Us" booth interesting... 
Good luck with the CA-ness
Good luck with the CA-ness 
vivid:
Insecurity is a glorious ice breaker is used correctly.
Ironically tho, you need the security to use the insecurities.
Ironically tho, you need the security to use the insecurities.
Ninja v. Pirate: Which is better?
The question arose last night at a themed party I ended up at.
A ninjas Vs Pirates Jello wrestling party.
I'm a ninja guy. Pirates are a poser fad in the realm of badassedness. Fuck you Disney. Fuck you Depp.
FYI, fake silicone wrestling jello gets EVERYWHERE.
fun.
The question arose last night at a themed party I ended up at.
A ninjas Vs Pirates Jello wrestling party.
I'm a ninja guy. Pirates are a poser fad in the realm of badassedness. Fuck you Disney. Fuck you Depp.
FYI, fake silicone wrestling jello gets EVERYWHERE.
fun.
greatchance:
Always up for shows and concerts and can shake some other good people, i try to hit a lot of the shows...
Going to DD at the Dodge in December, other wise Static back in like a week.. when pumpkins here in like a month? Anyhow take care
--Chance
Going to DD at the Dodge in December, other wise Static back in like a week.. when pumpkins here in like a month? Anyhow take care
--Chance
kitsunepagan:
Pirates would win as they are used to wet surfaces.... 
So.
I just applied to an art school in California. Photography.
I've allways liked photography, I was remarked upon alot in my highschool classes... but mostly I just need to do something with my life. I've been serving tables and living in my parents guest room for almost a year now and if I don't do something, anything, I may sumarily kill myself.
I need...
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I just applied to an art school in California. Photography.
I've allways liked photography, I was remarked upon alot in my highschool classes... but mostly I just need to do something with my life. I've been serving tables and living in my parents guest room for almost a year now and if I don't do something, anything, I may sumarily kill myself.
I need...
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glassheart:
which school in CA did you apply to?
doxie:
Hey, thanks for commenting on my new set 
Last night was the worst night ever.
Well not the worst ever... but it sucked remarkably.
Remark:
Party one - cops, leave,
Mope,
Party two - friends fight, leading to cops. Leave,
Mope,
Hooka bar - annoying girls become bothersome, leave.
Mope,
Strip club - depressed by my official status as an oogler. By a lapdance for a friend, get slapped around by some girls...
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Well not the worst ever... but it sucked remarkably.
Remark:
Party one - cops, leave,
Mope,
Party two - friends fight, leading to cops. Leave,
Mope,
Hooka bar - annoying girls become bothersome, leave.
Mope,
Strip club - depressed by my official status as an oogler. By a lapdance for a friend, get slapped around by some girls...
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huzzah:
The hookah bar around here is usually filled with girls taking pictures of themselves blowing smoke so they can put it up on their Facebook or Myspace. It's a dimly lit room, also.. so the flash is ridiculously annoying.
Sorry your night sucked.
Sorry your night sucked.
hawtp1nk:
That sucks. At least you got to go out...
I was stuck home Saturday/ Lame.
I was stuck home Saturday/ Lame.
So. three new piercings today, all part of one set.
Three bejeweled microdermal anchors on each colarbone and one at the tip-top of my sternum forming a little triangle constelation.
Betlejuice. Hah I just thought of that. ( I amuse me)
Because betlejuice is a triangular constel... ah nevermind you probably already got it, I'm not that clever.
Anyway here is a shitty picture taken...
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Three bejeweled microdermal anchors on each colarbone and one at the tip-top of my sternum forming a little triangle constelation.
Betlejuice. Hah I just thought of that. ( I amuse me)Because betlejuice is a triangular constel... ah nevermind you probably already got it, I'm not that clever.
Anyway here is a shitty picture taken...
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blahbeastie:
Meh, replacing with a better pic... not great but better.
hawtp1nk:
ummm I'm on a diet so I can't eat pizza and Lunchable's Pizza has 400 calories in the whole box. =) Yay
looove your new piercings. =)
looove your new piercings. =)
I just got done putting my baby sister on a plane to New York, where she will live now. To think that little girl, who was too afraid to even go to summer camp when we were growing up, has made it out of this forasken state before I have, the little bitch.
I love that girl with all my heart but I was never...
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kitsunepagan:
Aleve? I like Tylonol (sp) Works like a dream. Hope you feel better soon^_^
marysa:
i hope u are feeling better 
Hi'lo there Community.
How's it hangin'?
Ermmm... Grils- there are none more beautiful than you.
Hordes of adoring fans- I am happy to join your ranks.... (?)
How's it hangin'?
Ermmm... Grils- there are none more beautiful than you.
Hordes of adoring fans- I am happy to join your ranks.... (?)