Fucking Frustrated, Confused and Stressed!
I'm finding myself in a situation I really shouldn't be in. One that I shouldn't have let myself get into but because of a momentary loss of emotional control, I am. And now I have to find a way to get myself out of this bull shit. I wasn't supposed to fall for her. We're not even in a relationship, so why the fuck does it bother me if she's going out of town to see a guy she kinda hooked up with for a few days over the summer? It shouldn't! We're just supposed to be casual. Despite casually dating for 2 or 3 months, I'm not supposed to feel this way. I know she doesn't want anything more than just casual. That's the way it's been since day 1. So how did I end up this way? how did I loose control?
FUCK!
Now I have to find a way to loose these feelings, but still be able to maintain the casual dating thing.......maybe.
Fuck...so confusing!
I'm finding myself in a situation I really shouldn't be in. One that I shouldn't have let myself get into but because of a momentary loss of emotional control, I am. And now I have to find a way to get myself out of this bull shit. I wasn't supposed to fall for her. We're not even in a relationship, so why the fuck does it bother me if she's going out of town to see a guy she kinda hooked up with for a few days over the summer? It shouldn't! We're just supposed to be casual. Despite casually dating for 2 or 3 months, I'm not supposed to feel this way. I know she doesn't want anything more than just casual. That's the way it's been since day 1. So how did I end up this way? how did I loose control?
FUCK!
Now I have to find a way to loose these feelings, but still be able to maintain the casual dating thing.......maybe.
Fuck...so confusing!
but, work on chilling, and patience... never know.