bladez

I need a new direction in my life. I just can't figure out which one.

I need to get the fuck out of this house. I need a place by myself. I want to buy my condo this spring. But then I'm tied to this city.

I need to experience life and the world. I want to back pack Europe next summer (and possibly not come back). I've wanted to for a long time. But then I'm stuck in this house until that time. I can't buy a condo and I'll have to find someone to take care of my snakes.

I need to get to Jennifer. I want to get my work visa and move down there for a couple of years. But that eliminates europe and my condo, so I'm stuck in this house until then. And it's so fuckin' hard to get my visa.

I can't figure out which path to take. They're all important to me on different levels. One is an independence level, one is a life experience level and one is an emotional level. Ideally I'd like to backpack Europe with Jennifer, then get a flat there with her!

If anybody happens to have a road map to life to show me where each road takes me, can I please borrow it?