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So I've decided not to renew on here on the 16th. This site has lost it's appeal. Although I will miss some of the outstanding and gorgeous women on this site, it's just not worth it anymore. For those of you who I've gotten to know on here would like to keep in touch, send me a message and I'll give ya' my contact. For...
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The shadows of doubt and negativity are creeping back into my mind. What is it about the last 2 months of the year that always causes this?

More artwork to come soon.

This site is rapidly loosing it's appeal.

Not sure how much longer I'm going to be around.

Nobody will really notice, and that's alright by me.

I just think it's time to move on.

I guess we'll just wait and see.

HUZZAH! Today has been a good day! (despite the strange appearance of snow this evening). Today I had a meeting with the owner of the company and they are promoting me to management, and the head designer of my store! SWEET! I'm so stoked! And with this promotion comes an eventual raise! After my 3 month management probation I should be seeing an increase in...
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I'm in a rut. And I can't afford to get out.

I want to leave everything behind.

I'd even be willing to sell most of my things, just so I could have money to up and leave and live off of.

But if I sell everything, I still won't be out of debt enough to be able to disappear for 6 months like I want...
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wow...long time since I've done a posting. so here it goes:

More douche bags to deal with. more assholes and dumb whores. It's been a week. I don't wanna talk about it.

Instead, I'll mention that I'm either really outta shape, or my knees are starting to get pretty fucked up. Went roller blading for the first time of the season yesterday (now that it's...
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Fuckin' douche bags just won't get the fuck away from me! It's bad enough I have to deal with them on the road, and random douches in the bar, but when they're sitting at our table?! I just wanna fuckin' hit them! And what's worse, is when there's 2 OF THEM! Big surprise that douche no. 1 brought douche no. 2 with him. I got...
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Fuckin' douche bags just won't get the fuck away from me! It's bad enough I have to deal with them on the road, and random douches in the bar, but when they're sitting at our table?! I just wanna fuckin' hit them! And what's worse, is when there's 2 OF THEM! Big surprise that douche no. 1 brought douche no. 2 with him. I got...
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Grindhouse premier tonight. BAD ASS! Go see it kids!

Mmmm....Rose McGowan with a high powered machine gun for a leg on a chopper....now that's the SEX!