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bladesmith_21

Toledo, Ohio

Member Since 2004

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Tuesday Sep 28, 2004

Sep 28, 2004
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Ya know...there are times when I can't help but love being a photographer.

In other news I think I made a mistake dating this one girl back in april/may. It didn't work out that well but I still think that if the girl could drive she'd be stalking me. (but I don't think she'd know what to do when she got here)

Don't get me wrong, she's a great girl. But she needs to do something about her mood swings, her panic issues, and a host of other things before she's going to be happy. (And she just WON'T let go of me)

I don't think it'd be so much of a problem if she would see someone about it. Social anxiety disorders can be treated...but not when the person actively refuses to allow that to happen. It's almost as if she embraces her anxiety....

I'm really sorry if I don't feel qualified to play the role of boyfriend AND mental health care provider....but it just gets to be a bit much after a while.

Not to mention the fact that she's confusing as hell. (I never liked the kind of girl who likes to play the "Guess what I'm thinking" games)

Oh, and we couldn't talk things over because there was always things she couldn't say...and I like to be able to communicate with the person I'm with.

Blah....this has turned into a rant...I gotta get to work...only four nights remain and I'm done with this overnight thing...(YAY!)

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